i screwed up my ss paper! i feel so depress and sad by it!!! i actually knew how to do the qns but then i wrote so slowly that i didnt have enough time! AND I DIDNT DO PROVING QNS! i didnt have time to do! so sad. i'm so affected by it that my english is being affected and i wrote crap for my compo. :( the proving qns was like all crap that is irrelevent! :( i'm so so so upset. when i actually know how to do i cannot do. :( today is a bad day. D: the most depressing day. i can only hope that i get good grades for hist. hopefully....

i'm so gonna study everyday. i dun wanna feel so slack. gonna study tmr with xunqi and teng teng they all. i feel hardworking now! :D actually i'm always a hardworking girl! but everyone thinks i'm very slack! why???? i only sleep in class what. i just love sleeping. sometimes nv do some hw only... and i study be4 exams what. but this yr is my most hardworking yr for the past 3 yrs! :) i haven watch yu le bai fen bai for like weeks... no months already. i sacrifice it to study. aint i a mugger?? but ppl r wondering how come i mug so hard this yr? coz got o levels what. of coz. i just played for the past 3 yrs but now have to study. actually past 3 yrs also not all play lah. oh no... i'm contradicting myself! nvm. i shall not say anymore. i shall go study.

but today i feel super slack coz went bukit timah plaza to eat with teng and xunqi then spent like almost 1hr there. we went to this shop that sell taiwan food. the meat quite little lor. and i'm being depised by teng for not eating cake! she said "u dunno how to eat cake is a pity!" and she dun wanna invite me to the pastry shop she's opening in the future! teng why r u so bad?? i just dun like cakes what. but i do eat pandan cake and ice cream cake! :D