feel like blogging again. procrastinating... as always. there's just too much things. too much to count.

i cant wait till
promos is over
i start to pack my whole stack of papers properly
i stop feeling lazy
i stop procrastinating
i can just STONE and think abt NOTHING
PW is over

sometimes i just like to sit at one corner and empty my mind. just think abt nothing at all. it's so relaxing. but it seems impossible nowadays.

sometimes i just want to stare in the space even when i'm with a grp of ppl even when i'm in class. i like to have this feeling that i'm not really in that place. no one can see me. i'm just looking. staring. at the huge mass of ppl. at the teacher. at the class. at everyone.

sometimes i just like to walk alone. very slowly.

sometimes i just want to sleep forever.

sometimes i just wish that life can move slower.

sometimes i just wish that i have no feelings.

sometimes i just dont like the 3 words "r u ok". it's so easy to say so easy to answer. everyone will just say "yes i'm fine" but if the unexpected answer comes out what r u going to do abt it. i dont know.

sometimes i just delete everything that i just typed. erase it. forget abt it.

sometimes i just want to forget everything single thing.

i want my mind to be blank.