haha i think i'm pathetic. MUG MUG MUG study so hard for chem in the end....

ultraman likes me so much he doesnt want to leave. i will be forever stuck with him... no matter how hard i try to get him to GO AWAY he doesnt want to leave. yar. so forever ULTRAMAN. no more ASTROBOY. actually i dont even want ASTROBOY. i'm happy with a DORAEMON. but no. ultraman just loves me too much.

studied like crazy for chem. even study till 1.30 ytd. no shld be this morning. but it's all useless. no point. i told daryl and gabriel that if i fail chem i'm just gonna kill myself. maybe i wont be there for bio on mon.. yar told pam she will see me in the newspaper.

math was terrible. didnt practise the day be4. :( had a few careless mistakes. and questions that i didnt know how to do. :(

econs was stupid too. couldnt finish. dont want to say anymore.

bio might save my life. but i doubt so. I'M SO DEAD.

i like the feeling of walking home at night. it's all quiet except for the sound of the cars zooming pass. i like it when time is non existence. just having the timeless empty feeling. with only me and nothing. optimal condition for my sad self :( just dont think abt anything. especially stupid PROMOS.

unhappiness... like what the GP paper said...

i'm so sad that i'm gonna go listen to emo songs.

i like this song quite a while ago...

It's a shame that it had to be this way
It's not enough to say I'm sorry
It's not enough to say I'm sorry

Maybe I'm to blame
Or maybe were the same
But either way I can't breathe
Either way I can't breathe

All I have to say is goodbye
Were better off this way
Were better off this way

I'm alive but I'm losing all my drive
Cause everything we've been through
And everything about you
Seemed to be a lie
A guiltless twisted lie
It made me learn to hate you
Or hate myself for letting it pass by

All I have to say is goodbye
Were better off this way
Were better off this way

And every, everything isn't only
What it seems so hold these
Words that you never told me
Its time to say goodbye
Its time to say goodbye
Its time to say goodbye
Goodbye

Bye

Take my pain away
Spell it out
Tell me I was wrong
Tell me I was wrong

secondhand serenade is super nice.

ok GOODBYE BYEBYE. i shall go hide in my bed and cry.

or i shall go gorge myself with food. stuff my face with ice cream. ice cream makes a person happy. ice cream makes me happy. mr anthony said ice cream is the best invention in the world. YESSS IT IS.

gosh. this reminds me of the melamine yong pin was talking abt today. i wonder does my ice cream contain melamine. then maybe i can eat eat eat and die of poisoning.