zhang was right!!! white horse is a sad song.

i want to start doing tutorials soon. but i dunno what tutorials i have leh.... ok i shall prepare for econs. :) oh and i just realised i seriously cannot look at ppl who r like >10cm taller than me. coz it's not at my eye level. it's easier to look down than up u know!!! like today i saw this baby who looks like my neighbour's daughter sitting in a pram. and i thot the person pushing the pram was a stranger but IT WAS MY NEIGHBOUR. because he is >10cm taller than me. ok i think >20... maybe even more!!! like maybe >25cm. yar so i cannot see him easily!!!! but i said hi in the end lah.

anyway i shld grow taller. since i only can see limited ppl because i know there r A LOT of ppl who r >10cm taller than me. then maybe i can stop knocking into others coz i cant see them. embarrassing lah. to keep knocking into ppl!!!! :( and maybe i can jump >156 for my standing broad jump if i grow taller. jocelyn jumped so effortlessly lah!!!! see i can only jump my own height. it's super saddeningzzzz :( :( :(

Maybe I was naive, got lost in your eyes
And never really had a chance
My mistake, I didn't know to be in love
You had to fight to have the upper hand
I had so many dreams about you and me
Happy endings now i know
I'm not a princess, this ain't a fairy tale
I'm not the one you'll sweep off her feet
Lead her up a stairwell

i knew it a long time ago. but i just cant help it.