so results r out and like .... seriously. my first reaction was SHIT SCREWED UP DAMN BADLY. because u know when u look at my results slip everyone will say the same. it's like i didnt even need to see the subjects k. just see the grades is like WTH already. anyway aft thinking and psycho-ing myself i thot that my results r actually not that bad. but still!!! it's like sianzzz ttm. the good thing is that i eliminated like 10000 choices with my retarded results and only left a few to choose from. that's great coz i really dont know what to choose. then aft reading thru all the cut off points i think my results r like not here not there. so it's quite uncertain for decent courses. i really dunno how to choose now. and i'm quite upset that i dont have an A for math ok! :( ok but i can safely say that i really did try my best for math so whatever shitty grade i get rite is ok.

i dont know how to choose from now! yar i can get into a local uni but the courses... i dunno. those which i dont mind taking i might have a hard time squeezing in and those that r like weird i confirm can go but i study this type of courses for what rite!!!

actually there's quite a lot of reasons to be upset at my results coz it's so yucky. but come to think of it this might actually be the best that i can get coz it's the best results for my 2 yrs in jc. i've been getting like less than 70 rank points and D, E, S, U my whole life so what i have now is actually really good compared to prelims and all that.

and lastly no matter what my results r i think that God has a plan for me and will help me get into something that i actually like and will want to do in the future because i have no idea what i want!!!

and to my freinds who didnt think that they do very well dont fret k. there's confirm some other way out and what matters in the end is not the A level results but the great times u had in jc. like making wonderful friends in jc and having fun. i think having a memorable jc life will be more important than a super good A level result because the fond memories will stay forever but results r just temporary. aft u graduate for uni or come out to work who will rmb or even care abt ur results?? it's the good friends that u made, friends who had seen ur ups and downs and continue to support u and the little precious moments of hanging out/talking/laughing together that will give u joy in ur life. so even if u didnt do as well as others for A levels be thankful that u at least got a chance to experience such a wonderful school life and u can nv ever have it back. at least that's what i'm grateful for :)

anyway shall blog abt zhang's farewell another time when i actually have time to upload the pics and all that!! :D

never look back, we said. how was i to know i'd miss you so.