nowadays i keep listening to jay chou's songs!!! i dunno why. but i really really like his songs. as in his old songs. coz he also nv come out with any new album. haha. and particularly this song 说好的幸福呢







你的绘画凌乱着
在这个时刻
我想起喷泉旁的白鸽
甜蜜散乱了

情绪莫名的拉扯
我还爱你呢
伴你断断续续唱着歌
假装没事了

时间过了走了
爱情面临选择
你冷了倦了我哭了

一开始的不快乐
你用卡片拭写着
有些爱只给到这真的懂了


怎麽了 你累了 说好的 幸福呢
我懂了 不说了 爱淡了 梦远了
开心与不开心 一一叙说着 你在不舍
那些爱过的感觉都太深刻 我都还记得

你不等了 说好的 幸福呢
我错了 泪干了 放手了 后悔了

只是回忆的音乐盒还旋转着 要怎么停呢

the lyrics r really nice tooooo. anyway there's a whole lot of jay chou songs i really like. the first one that i liked was 暗号 the one with rui en!!! she's really pretty ok. once i heard this song i went on to listen to jay chou's other songs :D

我害怕你心碎没人帮你擦眼泪

i've became such a cheena pok!! hahaha. but it's not ok. what's wrong with listening to chinese songs. they r not bad too. i cant stand ppl who detest chinese songs. they r chinese also and they look down on chinese songs. cheena songs got a lot nice ones.

someone just asked me recently how come i dont speak chinese. and i was like yar hor. i spoke chinese a lot last time. in pri sch. but once i get to sec sch not so much already. that caused my downfall in chinese!!! but i still do speak chinese ok. just not that much and maybe not as good. i think all chinese shld be able to speak chinese well. and dont play play ok i higher chinese one!!! :D that's what i said. hahaha. and he said that we shld start speaking chinese so can improve. but nowadays i cannot seem to be able to speak fully chinese sentences. and i forgot how to write a lot of words!! my colleague and i were talking abt how much our chinese deteriorated since we graduated from sch. yar i haven touched chinese for like 3 yrs already. but still i can recognise a lot of words ok.

anyway ytd we hosted the tanglin trust students in our sch. all the cute little ang moh kids!!! they r so adorable i tell u. with their blond hair and blue eyes. even those brown/black hair ones look really cute too. i love their features. and they r so vocal. very different compared to our own students. there was this red head boy!!! ultimate cuteness. and the girls look so preeety. they wore like black mary janes. really adorable with their uniform and they have frilly socks. little girls shld wear like this all the time. it's really nice. :D and we were like saying the boys will grow up to be really handsome. and and and there was this quite cute librarian/storyteller that came along with them. haha. he's really quite handsome ok. some teachers were like imitating their accent when we were having lunch. haha. it's really funny. we will nv be able to speak such good english because our accents will sound really really fake.

oh yar and i must say this. one of my students, named jeremy, is really funny. apparently he likes to stick to this girl called jaslyna. and he always want to partner her and play with her. so i asked them to form a circle, he immediately grabbed jaslyna's hand. and jaslyna didnt want to be with him, so she tried to shake it off and ran to her friend's side. her friend totally likes to stick to this boy called rui heng. so jaslyna went to hold rui heng's hand and wanted to get rid of jeremy. and rui heng was like telling jeremy to go away too. and u know what. JEREMY CRIED. like really cry like crazy. he was very sad. and jaslyna's friend, atiqah, said JEREMY ALWAYS WANT TO BE WITH JASLYNA BECAUSE HE SAY JASLYNA VERY PRETTY. see how superficial guys r even at such a young age!

but it was really cute. because he likes jaslyna and try so hard to be with her just to be shunned by jaslyna. and he totally doesnt know what is giving up ok. guys r like that. even if the girl dont like right they will still cling on hoping for their love to be reciprocated one day. face it lah guys, dont like that means dont like. stop being such assholes or stalkers. even the guy attitude is like reflected at such a young age!

in the end, to stop jeremy from crying, i let him stand beside me in the circle and hold my hand. because u know apprently i'm very pretty too and all the boys like to sit beside me and hold my hand. HAHAHA. such a joke right. i'm so adored by little boys. i think i shld be a cougar. so he was really happy because of that. and he took the place of this boy called wei zhi. and wei zhi immediately ran to my the other side to hold my the other hand because he wants to be with me. glad to know i'm so wanted by boys.

i really think all this little kids scene is like very insightful and cute at the same time. it really reflects what's going to happen when they grow up because guys r really behaving like that. and that class has a lot of inter-racial relationships! hahahaha. but they r so young still.

i think i'm like writing a lot. but the story is really a bit long. anyway ss501 album is coming out sooooon!!!!! excited. my fren and i were like being really hyper in the staffroom coz we were looking at our ss501 stuff. and she's gonna order their album for me at a really cheap price. special album somemore! hope to hear good news soooon. and i also found a new friend who loves big bang like me!!! we were like talking so excitedly abt big bang lah. they r seriously the bombzzz. love them. i just love korean boys

let's rewrite an ending that fits, instead of a hollywood horror