i dont know why i feel like shit :(

because of a lot of things.

like having to do so much things this week

skipping lectures like crazy

dealing with screwed up bitches

lagging behind for tutorials

initiating concern to friends who obviously dont care

actually just friends who dont give a shit

supposedly 'close' friends in the past but ...

and wondering whether u r still angry with me, whether u will ever talk to me again and not just one word replies because u have to

it's stupid but that's like one of the most important reason for making me feel shitty. with other factors adding on like nonchalant friends.

i seriously need friday night to come. like NOW.