lots of really good movies r showing in the cinema now or r coming up but i havent watched a single one of them! and it's like 2 weeks aft exams ended? haiii just a loser.

keep getting rejected when i ask ppl to watch movie. actually i only ask my siblings. haha. but still!

my retarded brother: eh pirates and x-men coming up already leh. want to watch?

me: yar. i want to watch! we go watch tgt?

my retarded brother: i dont want to watch with u leh.

wts. then ask me for what right??

my attached friends have a much easier time because they can just ask their boyfriends/girlfriends to go watch with them. and my roomies have watched how many 10000 movies already, even before exams ended. everytime when they come back they will be like oh i recently watched this this this... woah man! how many millions did they watch??? ok that's exaggerating but it's definitely more than me!

and i'm not like the others who will put I WANT TO WATCH __________ SO BADLY on fb/twitter then the next minute everyone will comment that they want to watch also and yay they found a movie partner! actually i really dont like putting this kind of status coz if some random shitass said they want to watch and u will feel so obligated to watch with them.

but on second thought, no random shitasses will comment on my status. the upsides of being not chio enough! i think i will get a "LOL loser" at most.

another thing is that i'm a cheapo nowadays. i wont want to watch a movie on thurs/fri and weekends or at night coz there's no cheap student prices! $6 movies ftw plssss :) also watching during all these non peak timings it's so much better coz there's no crowd.

which brings me to my point that i love to watch movies at ulu heartland malls! like lot one and causeway point. my favourite hangouts!they r really near my hse and no crowds! how good can it get?

i shld just master the art of watching movies alone. actually i really want to! shall go try it one day.

anyway i get to watch PIRATES with zhang coz her friend pang seh-ed her for it. sad story of my life. have to wait for other ppl to be ps first! haha.

just like the song LOSER says: Soy un perdedor. I'm a loser baby, so why don't you kill me?

my new favourite seriously! the chorus is super catchy ok.

ohh i just ran and climbed stairs today to train for vertical marathon! ultimate fail i tell u! hahaha. better go train more if not i will confirm die on that day itself. makes me sort of regret why did i sign up for it? it's like super tiring ok!

today's running and climbing is going to be much milder compared to vertical marathon. ran arnd my favourite neighbourhood BUKIT PANJANG then climbed stairs up to my hse. i really wanted to die for the stairs climbing part which is like the most important part coz it's for vertical marathon! :(

i just imagined myself being in survivor and this is the final immunity challenge before final tribal soooo no matter what i have to finish it and do well!!climbing stairs for a million bucks! haha. love my great imagination. i totally can take this as a training to join survivor next time so i wont suck at challenges!

super long post today with all just words maybe because i'm too bored and really need to talk! toooo bored lately that i always talk to myself. actually it's kind of fun talking to myself because the conversations can go whichever way i want and the things i talk abt r just so interesting and fun.

sorryyy i'm becoming crazy!! for anyone who reads this i think u all will just stop socialising with me. haha. sorry i'm so weird. i'm going crazy. i'm becoming schizophrenic! but it's fun, really! go try talking to urself :) and to the future me who reads this, i bet u r having fun and really enjoying this nice monologue that i have for u! :) :) :) hope that u r happy in the future world and ur life is a lot more exciting than what i am having now :D

tell me how to win your heart, for I haven't got a clue. But let me start by saying I love you.