so much to study for bio. i think home is too conducive for me. instead of studying i just lie on the sofa and slack/watch tv/ stare at commercials etc. shld go outside to study but i was too lazy. productive studying when i'm not at home. i wont sleep because:

1. the chairs and tables r too hard
2. no bed
3. no pillows
4. feel more motivated

my house is just too nice to rest. even if i'm at home alone in the morning i still didnt study much. watched morning shows. oprah etc. while eating breakfast. speaking of breakfast the stupid woman this morning was so irritating. she made a BIG FUSS over 10 CENTS!! dumb right. yar i think so too. the auntie keep telling me NO NO IT'S NOT SINGAPORE MONEY. pls lah. got one BIG BIG SINGAPORE written at the side what. i dont mind giving her another 10 cents coin but i want to tell her it's SINGAPORE MONEY. it's just a bit black and rusty? yar. then she keep insisting it's not. i felt like slapping her face. stupid woman.

but to reverse this angry feeling, there was this very nice ah mah in the lift. i pressed the 23rd storey the button didnt light up coz it's spoilt. then she was like saying in chinese WHICH FLOOR? WHY NV LIGHT UP? then i replied OH IT'S SPOILT. but it can still go to the 23rd storey. the ah mah was so concerned lah. and she said bye to me be4 going off. haha. :D i like friendly ah mahs.

watched survivor at 2 :) i love watching survivor and it really took my mind off promos. it's ending soon anyway. 2 episodes of survivor at one go. YESSS. enjoyment :) i really like it a lot. all the challenges and all that. trying to survive in camp. makes me feel like joining survivor. but u will become smelly/dirty in the show coz u cannot bathe properly for 39 days and u have to shit in the bushes. yucks. but it's stil fun leh. my fav reality show. more survivor pls!! :D

had this super strange dream! i was in some place which looks like the zoo coz there r a lot of animals. and somehow i was walking alone on this very very long stretch of road. while i was making my way uphill, i saw a group of cheetahs gathered in front. they were like having some meetine or what. then i got scared coz cheetahs can eat humans! so i decided to turn arnd and walk the other way. but behind me was a lion. walking slowly. i didnt know what to do. turnback towards the lion? or continue walking up towards the cheetah? i just stopped there. didnt do anything. i couldnt do anything. felt quite helpless and the fear was just too much for me. i dunno why. i didnt know i can feel so scared in a dream. yup. i just stood there. and the road was so long that i dont even know what's ahead of me! that's why i hate man-eating animals. they scare me.

We're so close
To reaching that famous happy end
Almost believing this was not pretend
Let's go on dreaming for we know we are
So close
So close
And still so far

listening to so close on repeat mode. i dunno why just suddenly feel like listening to it over again. reminds me how i watched enchanted numerous times. it's nice lah. but i didnt watch it for numerous times on purpose. coz different grps of ppl wanna watch with me mah. haha. and my sis wants to watch also so i brought her to watch. that's why i watched it a few times. i dont really mind. like the music of so close :) quite soothing actually. and it's like the lyrics fit the scene of the movie. :D

anyway the movie had a happy ending so.... it's still like a fairytale? happy endings r so untrue lah. there r still so much more in life. how can u get married to the prince and live happily every after?? all the princess's lives will be so so so boring. i dont think u will treaure happy moments if u have nv been sad be4. or nv been sad for a very long time? yup... negative feelings help. haha. the GP msa. makes sense to me.

why dont we hit restart and pause it our favourite parts we'll skip the goodbyes