i have been reading some of my friends' blogs and looking at their fb pictures. i came to realise that how pathetically boring my life is. not that i dont already know that my life is boring but looking at their blogs make me feel like SHIT IT'S REALLY PATHETIC. it's the same old stuff over and over again. what can we do in singapore really? the school experience although it's really enjoyable at times, it's still the singapore culture, the singapore way of life. nothing new. been through the same education system for 12yrs already.

that's why i really wanna live overseas for a period of time or just travel arnd the world alone. so many things that i have yet to see and yet to do.

i really wanna try going for exchange like many of my friends. try out their college culture over there. i read and heard abt so many different things that my friends r doing on exchange! but there's the problem of getting into the university overseas, matching modules and money. it's quite difficult finding a uni that is in ur desired country and suits u to finish ur core mods. not to mention it's really expensive going for exchange because of the living expenses and travelling. but whatever it takes i'm going to try my best to get this opportunity and not just stuck in this small country for the rest of my uni yrs.

another thing that i so wanna do is to travel alone! to exotic places, busy cities or the rustic countrysides. just to experience the cultures and way of life of other ppl. i wanna take my time to stroll, look at the scenery/buildings/museums or whatever the country has to offer. that's why i really wanna do it alone! have been hearing from jerald how awesome it is to travel alone and i really wanna try it. he's really lucky to always get a chance to do so! dont think my parents will every allow me to travel alone :( oh well. maybe next time when i'm older and have more experience i will really really go for it!

now I'm pacing down your hall, chasing down your street