cip today. tiring leh!!! so many floors to go and smiling talking at every person who opens the door... so so so tiring. then the corridors have like weird smell???? i dunno why. some units were super cool. 2 units join tgt then they seal up the whole corridor! i didnt know got such things! collected quite a lot of stuff. relevant + irrelevant ones. hahahaha.

went for lunch with pam huihui gabriel... talked for a while then pam had to go. got durian puff with huihui and headed to the mrt with huihui and gabriel. gabriel doesnt like durian!! :( how can! anyway was talking A LOT on the train with dearest huihui. kept talking and went to city hall city link to walk walk walk and talk talk talk. yar... endless topics! hahahahaha. just like what huihui said. talked abt lots of things... haha. and we have agreeing viewpoints! :D actually it's quite funny that we ended up in the same PAE class and also same JAE class. it's like sec 1,3,4 same class but then not really same clique and all that but now it's like so funny lah. SAME PW GRP. hahahahahahahahaha. ok lah our pw grp rocks mannzz. except for the sometimes digressing + indecisiveness + welfare. it's a very efficient grp! and because of our welfare we r a group that is totally the FUN :D our pw buddies r like the best lor. out of the whole sa and the whole singapore jcs. hahahahaha. :) :)

on a full slacking mode rite now. YES!!!!

it's finally over! YES!!! but... i felt that i screwed up A LOT for this exam. dunno how to say. u get this feeling that u r gonna fail everything. yup.. :( :( :( but whatever lah. it's over now and i also cannot change the results.

i think i studied a bit for this exam. mugging sessions with grace + teng + xunqi these few days. it was like back in the days of sec 4. mugging for o's and all that. I REALLY WANNA GO BACK TO THE ST MARG'S DAYS. it was so so so fun. and it's like really enjoyable with 4/4 :) although sa is nice too but there's still something different. i kind of miss being in an all girls environment. :( anyway i think novena is quite a nice place to study didnt know there's so many things there. but the starbucks there is freezing cold!!! i love studying with the hmt peeps (grace + teng) and study/bus buddies (teng + xunqi) haha. plus our clique of 6! :D :D :D

aft bio today celebrated ms ye's birthday. with the cake and all that. haha. i was like trying to light the matches BUT IT KEEPS GOING OUT!!! :( :( :( cassie was like holding the cake and trying to help me light the matches but we keep failing! then daryl came and try and he failed too. then yong pin then nicholas... yar. everyone just failed and in the end we just heck care and ask her to blow the matchstick! hahahaha. i think it's quite funny.

aft the celebration went out with jinger and teng. went to town. it's been long. they were meeting ingrid who just came back from london. and we ate jap food and walked arnd. haven shopped in town for super long!!!! and and and went to kino too. i like the books there. browsing thru all the stuff coz i didnt have any money. only brought 5 bucks out and had to borrow money from teng! haha. my dear fren always lending money to her frens in need! we shld have go for a holiday tgt aft A levels!!! :D save money and go to somewhere fun!! teng + jinger really loves australia a lot. grace too. haha. basically all the band peeps who went there. aft that went to ps to meet some S19 ppl and they were having burger king. sat there and talked for quite long. and we were quite noisy too. haha.

when i reached home the first thing i did was SLEEP. so freaking tired!!!!!! i studied bio till like 12.30 :( but cannot beat daryl. he is the ultimate. study until 4.30. a lot of ppl just slept. cannot take it lah!!! ppl like huihui + teng and a lot of others. SLEEP IS SO SO SO NICE. i really love sleeping mannzzzz!!!!

went out to study at KAP again today :) with GRACE yay! and saw the same few ppl. yup... kaihui was there again. everyone is like studying nowadays! studied math and bio. was trying to memorise the bacteria notes while waiting for grace. fell asleep a bit while memorising! haha. aiya it's quite boring. :( got happy meal for lunch which has the kungfu panda toy! YAY. happy meal makes me happy. :D math is tiring and irritating and stupid! :( :( :( :( :(

aft brain draining studying. grace and i went to town to get her a new pencil case. hers was like quite old. walked arnd at far east and couldnt find anything. so went to borders. borders got nice stationary leh. shopped arnd for a bit. :) it's been a long time since i went to town. i think nowadays i got no life and i'm so deprived!

so i have to do this qns thing that daryl tagged me for. i dunno what's the aim of the game but everyone's doing it and i dont wanna spoil the fun so yup... i'm gonna do it.

(A) People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs & replace any question that they dislike with a new question formulated themselves.

B) Tag 8 people to do this quiz & those who are tagged cannot refuse. These people must state who they were tagged by & cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by.

Continue this game by sending it to other people.

If your lover betrayed you, what would your reaction be?
erm... actually right i nv really thot of it. haha. ok i will just forgive and forget and move on with life. :) yup. but of coz without my lover lah.

If you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?
i dont know. i dont really have a dream. haha. maybe for the lives of everyone arnd me and me to be happy and fulfilling.

What will your dream wedding to be like?
At somewhere exotic.

Are you confused of what lies ahead of you?
Not really. just unsure. :)

What's your ideal bus ride like?
I like to sleep on the bus! so my ideal bus ride is a VER COMFORTABLE bus with like a bed or me to sleep in :D :D :D

Do you have a person that you wish you will be with now?
Nope. Being alone is quite cool what.

Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
Both actually. depends lah. it works both ways what. so i think if there's love then it's quite blessed already? i dunno!

How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love? depends on whether the person can be found.

If the person you secretly liked is already attached, what would you do?
Nothing. give up on the person.

Is there anything that makes you unhappy these days? ehh.... not really. maybe memorising bio? yup. i'm dying under bio!
How do you see yourself in ten years?
Getting a job that i like and enjoy. more time to spend with my family and friends and also to go for mission trips :)

Who are currently most important people to you?
Family and friends. everyone in the world. i'm very loving ok!

What kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is?
daryl... erm. i dunno what to say abt u leh. ok. he has a deep and soothing voice! haha. his random outbursts of lameness is very funny! mabels r his fav. and crazy about soccer. ok lah. passionate abt soccer. play until injured still continue playing!

Would you rather to be single and rich or married but poor?
single and rich. i can nv know if my husband will leave me because we r poor rite! then i will end up with NOTHING. quite sad leh. and if i'm alone there will be more freedom rather than tied down in a marriage.

What's the first thing you do when you switch on the computer?
Blast the music. :)

Would you give all in a relationship?
depends lah. i dont think i will give ALL but maybe 90%. :) if the other person gives all then i will give all. haha.

If you fall in love with two person simultaneously, who would you pick?
huh. this will nv happen lah. i think i will just have to think thru who i like more.

What type of friends do you have?
a lot of different types. but generally they r FUN, LOVING, TRUSTWORTHY, LOVELY ppl. :D friends who can last. yup.

If you were given the chance to turn back time, will you?
No. what has happened is already over even if i try to change it the outcome mught not be for the better.

What is the last thing you would do before you die?
Last words to everyone that was ever in my life. ALL my friends and of coz my family. to see them and all that. and i will give each of them something to rmb me by:) so they will not forget me aft i die! haha.

Last words to the person who tagged you (which you have never said before).
what have i not said before?? erm.. i dont know leh. but this wont be my last words coz i can still talk to daryl rite! so it's not really applicable.

8 people to be tagged:
I dunno if anyone will read this. can i not tag? i just randomly put 8 names lah.

Gel lam

Zhang

Grace

Xunqi

Jinger

Can i stop at 5? haha.

ok i shall reply tags now! for the first time. :D

HUIHUI of coz i'm detailed lah! :D and yay!! we r the best! :D

JINGMIN yup zhang :) i dunno why i hate cakes leh.

DARYL yar u r so lucky to have pw grp mates like us! we shocked u!!! YAY

HAHN DONG ok lah. next yr we celebrate a major one for u!

ZIQIAN yup :) what fate! haha.

ok i think i shall reply until here. coz the next one is gay huihui again! haha. tag more k!

travelled all the way to the end of singapore today!!!! long journey manzzz.... anyway did quite a lot of things these past few days.

MON slack at home. studied a bit. actually it's my most efficient day of studying. :) i feel very accomplished.

TUES morning spent consulting mr tan math for like 1hr then off to mac's with huihui. we ate our mac's breafast that is VERY DELICIOUS. and also studied quite efficiently. proceeded to bishan to meet S19 peeps to go to jolena's hse. took the long mrt way BUT we r still the earliest. met weili and gabriel first and gabriel told us he is going off to meet his gf! :( but of coz ur gf is more important rite. so he came and say goodbye to us and sry for cancelling out on us. U MISSED THE CHANCE TO EAT UR BDAY CAKE. then met jolena at the mrt. went for lunch with jolena and weili. talked quite a lot during lunch. haha. then got a cake for the june bday ppl and went to wait for daryl to surprise him.

daryl came and we presented our cake to him. which is meant to be shared with gabriel + me also. but i dont eat cakes. anyway daryl told huihui that he expected us to do this. haha. so had this mini celebration with like 1/3 of the class at jolena's hse. had interview with hahn dong's mother. his real mother/ mrs grace hahn. she's like so graceful and nice. but hahn dong interviewed his own mother!! haha. quite funny lah. had fun at jolena's hse mugging. THANK U SO MUCH JOLENA FOR OPENING UR HSE! WE HAD A GREAT TIME :D :D :D the guys + jolena played street soccer with some scary ppl then we interviewed jolena and hahn dong for pw. haha.

WED had a VERY VERY VERY FUN mugging session with my beloved STUDY BUDDIES. :D it's been a long time since we got tgt and studied. TENG + XUNQI such enjoyable times we had while mugging so hard for o's. met teng first and teng told me all about her perth trip. i know u miss perth a lot. haha. perth sounded very fun with the band! it was like endless storytelling session plus some mugging. :) xunqi came later and she gave me a present :) we listened to teng's story tgt. haha. i miss our kap mugging days and our feasting at budget bukit timah places. GRACE WE MUST ALSO GET TGT SOME DAY.

THURS that's today. the long journey day. ok... start from going to yong pin's hse first. sembawang is actually quite near for me. and we planned to meet early to celebrate daryl's bday which was ytd. but daryl was sick so he couldnt come :( obstacle no. 1. we had to carry out plan B. but we didnt have a plan B so we decided to go to his hse and surprise him. haha. but be4 that slacked a bit at yong pin's hse. then we got hungry. so we cooked our own lunch! yes! we cooked! we got like pasta from shop n save, the sauce and the ingredients. and we made our own pasta. WE ROCK RITE. still can cook. :D had this panic moment when we were frying. and our cooking is really need ALL 3 of us to cook tgt lah. so scary rite. aft that cleaned up like a maids. did our WR outline yay! and also some of chem + math. aft that we set off on our long journey to daryl's hse. studied bio on the train ride that was endless. had some effective studying :)

anyway when we FINALLY reached daryl's hse using the street directory and waiting for the bus for 20 mins, nobody ans the door. we were all thinking that he is not at home. so huihui went to call him. and we asked him to open the door and he kept asking why. aft that he said he was stunned to see us. HAHA. is it true???!!! anyway we surprised him with a cake and the soccer ball. :) it's like his 4th cake. his sis didnt ans the door coz they thot we r sales ppl. haha. so his mother invited us to have dinner at his hse and yup... we ate there. and aft staying for a while, i continued my long journey to the west. back home. i spent almpst 2hrs! wow. i really travelled A LOT today. with $0. when yong pin + huihui + me went to daryl's hse we were poor peasants with only 2.50 with us. huihui's 2.50. and our ez link card which are depleting! had to borrow money from daryl to go home. i dunno how to describe our journey today. but it was actually quite fun. :)

ok that's all for the very long post! it's really super long and i'm getting sick of typing.

I'M GLAD THAT MY FRENS HAVE BOUGHT ME THINGS FROM PERTH! :D :D :D to TENG & GRACE pls dont be too sad! both for different reasons. BUT U HAD FUN IN PERTH RITE! going perth with band sounds fun for them :) :) :) i'm glad that my frens r back and we can start mugging tgt! :) WELCOME BACK BANDIES. haha.

anyway i think i have not study a lot during the holidays. only like a bit :( because i just like to laze arnd at home! went to my uncle's hse on thurs to play with my cousin and he is SO SO SO SO CUTE :D i think kids r like so adorable. but annoying at times lah.

then on fri went for another session of PW. met huihui early in the morning. be4 11. then we did our PW until 12 plus 1. haha. we worked so hard till we r so hungry that we almost died! went to HAN'S for lunch and spent 10 plus there. both of us were like chatting there. aft that waited for yong pin and daryl to come. did some stuff in the library then headed to film ppl/cars/buildings for our video. went to the esplanade rooftop. we saw this WONDERFUL performance at the esplanade. it's like using her legs and hands... i dunno how to describe lah. u must see then u will know! i think the esplanade got nice view. somemore can see fullerton hotel. went to the esplanade lib aft that and it was filled with scores and music. the lib is quite nice accept for the horrible singing. :( someone was like performing. then when they change performer it was quite ok. as usual we will always feel hungry during pw. so we went to have eating time again. being so broke we went to the foodcourt. got char siew rice. daryl ate A LOT as usual. 2 meals at one go. and yong pin's korean food looked delicious. went home aft eating.

on sat was shopping with my mum in the aftnn then A DATE WITH CAI! :D :D :D we went for NJ BAND CONCERT because OUR BELOVED GEL IS PERFORMING! i just realised she's the only one i know in nj band. had a lot of BAD FATE.... DISGUSTING FATE. but i nv really see. it's cai who saw! hahahaha. i couldnt recognise lah. had a hard time deciding what to eat. tempted by the variety of food. in the end we ate at this pizza place. we had pasta and baked rice. quite nice and there was NO GST AND SERVICE CHARGE! yay!!!! we were quite happy. then went arnd to search for flowers for gel. got daisies for her. it looked quite pathetic but what matters is our sincerity rite! cai and i were late. we actually thot we had a lot of time lor but we ended up late coz we had to look for flowers and it was a LONG LONG walk to vch. we almost died walking there. like some marathon. we were so tired lah. :( their band concert was quite enjoyable but the stage concert thing was a bit short and cannot really understand. nvm lah. they danced quite well. the songs they played were quite nice. haha. GREAT JOB GEL!!! too bad zhang couldnt join us. :) enjoyed my wonderful date with CAI! haha.


i wonder if he knows he's all i think about at night

I FEEL SO SO SO SO SO SO STUPID!!!! :( :( :( i forgot what day today is and I FORGOT TO GO FOR PIANO LESSON! i totally didnt know today is wed and i have to go for piano lesson :( I DUNNO WHY!

anyway... YTD WAS FUN! had fun with the kids at the children's centre?? i dunno what it's called. but it was service learning and the kids are SO CUTE! they talk a lot and ask a lot of qns and really wants u to listen to them. but they r adorable :) i really enjoyed my time with them. but they made me feel OLD :(. aft service learning was dinner at fish and co. with some ppl from S19. Huihui cassandra vanessa jolena hahn dong ang zhengda AND ms ye. haha. there was this bunch of VERY INCONSIDERATE people. taking never ending pictures and not wanting to leave. dont they know there's this LONG QUEUE outside fish and co.??? they dont have any sense of urgency. just drag and drag. stupid ppl.

watched narnia today. it was quite nice. very exciting coz there r a lot of fighting scenes. I LOVE HOW THEY FIGHT. like very ancient. just CHARGE!!!! haha it's so fun. i think the guys look very cool when they charge in their armours and swords. of coz the PETER AND PRINCE CASPIAN are very cute:) :) :) i like narnia.


and there he goes, so perfectly, the kind of flawless i wish i could be

i shall update on the recent DATE with my LOVERS!!! :D :D :D :D :D :D

met up for dinner at marina there. ate at some fins seafood restaurant. YAY SEAFOOD IS NICE. let some pics do the talking! :)

these are the LOVES :D

the things that we do on our date :)

ok... now for some SOLO INTRO :D

ZHANG!

she FOREVER has VERY VERY RETARDED pose in front of the camera and CANNOT follow instructions :) proof of her retardedness... pls do check her out!

GEL!

THE HARDCORE NJ MUGGER!!! :D i know u very smart lah :) :) :)

CAI!

THE VEGGIE who likes to eat EVERYTHING including herself! :D and to quote what she said "I LOOK LIKE A TEACHER!" haha. maybe that's ur destiny! :) it looks like the PAE days in nj has also turned u into a mugger like gel lam!

actually to tell u the truth we r ALL like hardcore muggers!

BESIDES MUGGING we also had a really HOT date and romantic nite <3>

i look SPASTICALLY HAPPY. if there's such a word! can u feel my HAPPINESS in getting a kiss from my HONEY!! <3>

okkkk.... i shall end soon with ALL of us in the picture :) :) :) I love u guys A LOT!

many many years of undying love <3>

he's the song in the car i keep singing, dont know why i do