i dont know why she's doing all these. if u like him, just go to him. call him, msg him whatever. just dont make use of us. if u want to talk to him, no one's stopping u. if u want to declare to the whole world that he is urs, just say it. dont keep subtly hinting it in front of us. if u want him, dont use us to get him. pls can u just have a conscience??? u dont get close to ppl with an ulterior motive. friends dont make use of each other.

stop being so over the top all the time. stop getting close to ppl for the sake of ur love. stop being so fake. stop acting nice to ppl but ignoring them once ur love talks to u. just stop ur promiscuous acts and start being a real person ok.

treat ppl nicely because u want to. respect others. then u will gain respect.

ok i think we shld think optimistically. at least she's not a mean girl. :D

subway is delicious :)
honey milk tea :)
cheap thrills. running down the slope :)

watched step up 2 aft VERY VERY LONG. very interesting. the dancing is scary but at the same time intriguing. the girl is SUPER PRETTY. SHE IS SO HOT. i really like to stare at her... i know it sounds wrong but :)

I SHOULD MUG :( yes i should. and i should be happy abt it :D :D :D :D :D

And even if I cried a thousand tears tonight
Would you come back to me
And even if I walked on the water
Would you come out to sea
Now I can't spend my life standing by
Cause even when I miss you
You're still not missing me

:D :D :D it's a HAPPY DAY today! makes me really miss the good old days!

ok i shall blog abt ytd first be4 i go on to the HAPPY day today! :)

thurs was another rainy day! :( i hate the rain. so we had no pe. no civics too. 2 hours of break! yay. everyone was eating char siew rice because of yong pin. haha. i think the auntie ran out of char siew very fast that day. so made good use of the 2 hr break by eating and drinking MILO :) talking... within our 30cm range! haha. sssshhhhh we must be discreet ok! :D so aft that went to the lib with gay pam jingyan meiwei and jocelyn. didnt mug. i read some psychology book that was quite interesting. had some interesting facts that i didnt know. teaches me how to deal with MUTANTS. or how to put up with them. must really learn anger management. gay was reading and rereading her 30 marks GP essay. GOOD JOB :) haha. but dont keep reading it leh. more 30 plus marks to come!

aft that went for a torturous 2 hr math + econs lect at the cc. slept in econs as usual. then proceeded on to another 2 hrs of torturous tutorial, econs make up and chem. wow. exciting happenings. then bio prac :( as lost as usual. ms ye was so pissed off. maybe it's partially our stupidity in doing bio prac we were totally clueless plus other cofactors e.g. mutants.

and i went for my first ever math remedial with gabriel and daryl. although i escaped math remedial by 0.7% i'm still a hardworking girl and constantly seeks improvement in math! haha. i hope ms ye writes that in my testimonial! :D :D :D we loitered outside the LT for a while because we were not sure which LT mr tan belongs to and didnt want to get stuck in the wrong LT. must choose wisely when it comes to math lecture. but without mr tan lecturing math remedial is useless! didnt really listen to her much. doing the practise qns thru out remedial with gabriel. like what gabriel said we r too pro to listen to her :) haha. but had a lot of confusions and had to consult mr tan! he rocks. most helpful teacher!

aft math remedial watched the teachers' day rehearsal while waiting for teng's mother. had a chat with grace! :) we must really study tgt one day ok!!!! :D :D :D i miss study sessions with u!

so TODAY is teachers' day celebration. went to sch just on time as usual. reached when the music started to play. had some aces day dance. we r not children but we r expected to do aces day??? :( but PENG SOON WAS SO FUNNY!!!! haha. he was leading the dance then he was super lame. so aft that was the concert and grace amirah xinying and phyllis performed! :D GREAT JOB. IT ROCKS. we were cheering so loudly for them!!!! that's the only performance worth watching! :) the concert was quite boring. the atmosphere wasnt as good as in st marg's.

aft the concert thing went to give the teachers their presents that our class got. but weili forgot to bring 3 of the cards!!! and jocelyn and i stood there waiting like morons. :( WEILI ARHH!!!! wanted to go back to st marg's but carmie say that st marg's celebration ended already so in the end we didnt go back. went to westmall instead with teng xunqi and jinger. planned to eat at teng's father's restaurant. waited for quite long for carmie + priscilla to come. they came from the far away bishan! so jinger left without eating. had some church stuff. HAD A NICE LONG CHAT WITH THEM :D :D :D we talked talked talked for like super long. arnd 4 hrs. haha. but it was great! catching up and all that. just talking non stop.

it makes me qns why must upper sec days pass SO FAST. it's like we were slacking and enjoying life ok maybe chioging exams a bit just a few months ago. and our good times ended SO FAST. i miss the good old days when we used to see each other every single day and just talk cock sing in class wondering how we will be like in the future. EVERYTHING. i really really really love those st marg's days. because of the LOVELY frens i have there. it was fun.

it's funny how we used to talk abt what's going to happen aft we graduate. and in a flash we already graduated for like 8 mths?? :( i have to admit sa is quite like a comfort zone for me and safe because a lot of my frens r there and it feels like st marg's. not like carmie and priscilla having to survive cj with only 10 st marg's ppl there. but i know they had fun. the things that they tell us. haha. cj sounds really really fun and enjoyable. they really play hard!

no matter where we end up in we must still meet up often ok MY DEAR FRENS :D

aft the catching up session went to kap to mug for a while with xunqi. :) WE MUST HAVE THE MOTIVATION TO STUDY FOR PROMOS. WORK HARD FOR PROMOS. I HAVE TO GET PROMOTED!!!! i hope i can promote. A levels r like still far away in my mind because promos r like the most important thing now!!!

but now... i dont even have the motivation to do gp! :(

i think i must really prove my hypothesis. it looks like my hypothesis is untrue now BUT i shall be postive :) always look on the bright side of life :)

seems like i'm quite free nowadays! i keep blogging. ok i shall try to do my 2nd draft of eom soon! :)

today was quite a slack day besides having bio test! it's like we only had 2 lessons math and econs. all lectures plus one bio test. a very hard MCQ test. so it was quite nice coz we didnt have a lot of lessons. but it's such a disappointment! :( expected more reaction.

so aft sch gay and i actually planned to study be4 getting the teachers' day stuff but in the end saw hahn dong they all and discussed ocip stuff with them in the sc. aft like 1 hr plus of discussion, gay and i left for ps. shopped for the cards and gay bought quite a lot of stuff for herself! haha. looked at FOOD :D YUM! and we sat at mos burger and talked coz our bags were TOO HEAVY. i seriously dont understand why my bag is so heavy! even ms ye said that it looks like a pri sch bag! freaking heavy sia.

u know when u do QA and u cannot get the product that u r supposed to get u will feel quite sad :(

i hope that by adding catalyst A and B can speed up the reaction between reagents C and D by lowering the activation energy and get the desired products! it's all abt the CHEMISTRY :D

Goodbyes are meant for lonely people standing in the rain, and no matter where I go it's always pouring all the same.

I WANT TO WATCH THIS!!! :D it's like super cute! haha. i totally LOVE naps! just sleeping sleeping and continuous sleeping non stop!!! :D

i dont know why i have this love for HAPPY MEAL :) craving for more. it makes me happy. maybe it's a childhood thing. i used to think that mac's only sell HAPPY MEAL :)

i think that if no one wants to do anything rite there's no point of us staying back to do. because we dont know what to do at all! it's like what's the point of wasting time when i can go home a sleep and do other stuff?? it's so much better than just sitting there doing nothing. :)

had an enjoyable mugging time with bus and study buddy XUNQI on mon :) going to island creamery to get yummy ice cream and studying at our 4th home :) :) :) went to lot one to get some stuff aft the study session. the numerous amount of restaurants there made me hungry. i shall go try new york new york one day because i nv eat there be4!

i'm gonna be a postive catalyst! :D

alphabets C and D r always meant to be beside each other just like the closely linked RFLP marker! HAHA. good memorisation for bio test tmr! i wonder what is C + D =???

ok i'm addicted to a new song now! :D

Waiting for your call, I'm sick, call I'm angry
call I'm desperate for your voice
Listening to the song we used to sing
In the car, do you remember Butterfly, Early Summer
It's playing on repeat, Just like when we would meet
Like when we would meet

Cause I was born to tell you I love you
and I am torn to do what I have to, to make you mine
Stay with me tonight

Stripped and polished, I am new, I am fresh
I am feeling so ambitious, you and me, flesh to flesh
Cause every breath that you will take
when you are sitting next to me will bring life into my deepest hopes, What's your fantasy? (What's your, what's your, what's your...)

Cause I was born to tell you I love you
and I am torn to do what I have to, to make you mine
Stay with me tonight

And I'm tired of being all alone, and this solitary moment makes me want to come back home
(I know everything you wanted isn't anything you have)

Cause I was born to tell you I love you
and I am torn to do what I have to, to make you mine
Stay with me tonight

Cause I was born to tell you I love you
and I am torn to do what I have to, to make you mine
Stay with me tonight
(I know everything you wanted isn't anything you have)

it's really playing on repeat on my comp! haha. :)

ok i shall reply tags now!!!

ZHANG i know u love my detailed blog entries!!! :D I LOVE U TOO :D and C is too hard to get for math leh! we must learn to be contented easily ok!

CAI yay! thanks cai :) i'm glad to be the ENERGY SOURCE of ur life!!! :D :D :D jia you for ur disgusting promos too!

JOCELYN of coz mr tan rocks! haha. he passed his valuable wisdom to me by enlightning me with the wonders of math! haha.

DARYL eh even if i mug like mad i dont think i can ever achieve astroboys! like i said must be easily contented ok! 91 for math if i want an astroboy!! THAT'S CRAZY!

GAY i think u r going crazy too!! PLS DONT GO CRAZY! :) at least u keep rereading u will rmb what i said and keep my words in ur heart FOREVER :D

the rain is really torturous. i hate rainy days. :( it was really raining CATS AND DOGS today. the rain was so heavy! i was freeezing in the cold wind. saw the water gush out of the drain. muddy water!!! it was super gross. and all of the water just gush out like nobody's business. i was out in the heavy rain without an umbrella. luckily there was shelter. but the wind kept blowing the rain in! keep blowing towards me. i hope i fall sick so i wont have to go to sch tmr! :D but i dont think i will fall sick :( i hope that the rain will wash everything away

it's like raining for 3 days already :( ytd went out to sch in the rain because my umbrella failed me! went for the chinese song writing competition with dorothy to see a certain someone. i think the competition was quite torturous for me because some of the participants seriously cannot sing! i was talking to dorothy throughout the whole thing. but i think the sa guy is not bad. the SCGS girl is the best lah. i think she really deserves to win so many awards. and there was some special performance which kind of sucked. i thot there was actually ONE hot girl in the performance but on a closer look... erm... she's hot from afar lah. but all the ppl who perform didnt do very well. so it's quite torturous. they acted like superstars on stage but they r actually....ok i shldnt comment.

went for dinner with sheryl aft that. it was STILL raining heavily. :( had dinner at the chicken rice shop. haha. that time i said i felt like eating and my wish came true :D :D :D xinyi's dad drove us to potong pasir mrt so sheryl and i made our way to the chicken rice shop without having to endure the stupid rain. when i was eating someone who looked very very familiar walked past. it was ZHAO CAI MAO!!!!! i was so surprised lah!!!! very long nv see him already!!!!!!!!!! haha. i jumped out and shouted ZHAO CAI MAO damn loudly!! and he didnt hear me!!!! :( but aft a few more tries he heard me and i think he was shock too! and he is using his same 'what r u doing here' expression and words. zhao cai mao is as funny as ever! it's like the way he talk is so unique lah. i want to see him do the zhao cai mao pose again!!!

went home aft having a romantic dinner with sheryl! :) went to the library to borrow books first! it's been long since i last read leisurely.

today i was super tired during theory lessons and was seriously falling asleep. aft that went to lot one to return books but i was attracted to the shows at laserflair! haha. i think it's quite funny how i like to go to such places. checked out some movies which r nice. then i saw this REALLY INTERESTING korean drama. it looks very nice. i stood there and watched for half an hour and i totally didnt want to go!! it's so so so so interesting lah. that korean guy is super cute. and the little boy who acted as his son has curly hair!!! so cute!!! and the son said "because i'm like you daddy that's why i'm very popular and goodlooking." haha. quite true. the daddy is so hot. :) i shall go watch that show soon! i hope i can control myself and wait until aft promos to watch. i really really really want to have time to do the things i like but :( :( :( i have such a sad life!

a very tiring week!!!! :( :( :(

chem spa
GP msa
piano exam

all these things killed me! but on the bright side i think i got a lot done :) mugging in sch is a GOOD CHOICE :) i do like a lot of work in sch but become super unproductive once i reach home! i dunno why.

had some productive mugging on thurs for chem. :) although i still dont understand a lot of things because ms du didnt see me!!! she went missinggggggg!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! BUT i rmb some chem stuff and HOPEFULLY i can pass :) the sch provides free milo for those who r studying late at nite in sch! wow! so nice to us rite. they seriously want us to mug A LOT.

math remedial with mr tan :) it was again a very good session because mr tan taught us a lot of things! i think that my math is improving because of mr tan's intelligence. he passed his wonderful math knowledge to us ! :D quote from gay "MR TAN ROCKS OK" yar MR TAN REALLY ROCKSSS!!!! YAY!!! THANK U MR TAN!!! u r the saviour for my math. NO MORE ULTRAMAN FOR MATH :D :D :D i really hope i can get at least a D for math!

ok coming up next is BIO + CHEM test! tgt in the same week :( i must pass!!! pls let me get a D!

i know zhang is waiting for me to blog! haha. i shall blog abt GEL LAM'S BDAY NOW! :) :) with details rite zhang!

ok so at 9.30++??? yup. i went out of hse to meet ZHANG and GEL at je mrt station. and ZHANG was the latest!!! i thot i will be latest but end up got someone later than me. so we took train down to bugis not telling GEL where we r going coz it's supposed to be her bday surprise! :) talked a lot on the train which made the train ride seems quite fast! we always end up talking a lot whenever we meet! so we reached bugis at arnd 10.50???? i was thirsty so went to get bubble tea then GEL and ZHANG went to get old chang kee. then aft we got food it was 11! so we went to topone which was GEL's surprise! haha. not really much of a surprise.

so the 3 of us were having a good time at topone while waiting for CAI. we kept calling CAI to interrupt her at her pw so she can faster come and join us!!! planned a surprise with CAI. :) when she arrived she got a card and a cake. i went out to meet her to write the card. then ZHANG pretended to go the toilet and wrote the card. then we BURST into the room to surprsie GEL :) but only to find her fiddling with the computer! :( eh spoil our surprise leh! yup and took A LOT of pics :) :) :)

had a fun time with besties :D:D:D we sort of grew up tgt rite! haha. since pri sch!!!! always have a lot of talk abt and our meetings always makes me HAPPY :) i LOVE u:) :) :) :) :) we always look forward to our next meeting but dunno when :( what busy lives we have!

had dinner with besties aft that. ate at bugis AGAIN. actually i'm quite sick of the EXPENSIVE food at bugis. must go eat the 80 cents bee hoon next time!!!!

was supposed to have pw meeting BUT someone was very busy and had to cancel it. and told me THE VERY LAST MINUTE. when i already brought my laptop and it's seriously heavy ok!!!!! i somemore went to get his bday present on that day lah. i'm such a nice girl :) eh prideful lion next time pls DONT let me bring my VERY HEAVY LAPTOP for nothing again!!! :( :( :(

on tues had math test which sucked :( i got 17. although i passed i got almost ALL wrong in graphing techniques!! the only thing which saved me was differentiation. i got all correct excpet for one stupid careless mistake! i really must work on graphing techniques!

on wed we had the blood donation thing but my mother never sign the form so i cannot donate. but i went to see the donation. wah they had to wait so long!! then we had ME lesson in the caf. eating fruits. haha. class bonding time. aft that went to get the apple strudel for thurs' celebration.

so we celebrated yong pin's bday on thurs. the plan was to reach sch early and surprise him at the sc. BUT anything that can go wrong WILL go wrong. and everything really went wrong. FIRST i woke up early but then when i reach the bus stop, i realise that i forgot to bring my card. really very smart. i had to walk all the way back home to get my card. then aft that went to the 966 bus stop and waited for VERY LONG for 966. it came at like 7 plus. :( :( and the bus stop was so so so crowded lah. that means 966 didnt come and everyone has to crowd on that bus. and i had to RUN to sch in order not to be late. yar like kaihui said i'm destinied to be late. so no point trying to go to sch early anymore.

in the end we celebrated aft pe. gay and i went to get the strudel + the present. when we reached the gallery getting ready to sing our birthday song we realised that daryl is missing!!! and we shouted his name so loudly but he is GONE WITH THE WIND. he actually forgot that we r celebrating bday aft pe when he's the one who suggested it!!! and he went to bathe. so the surprise was a bit spoilt. gay and i stood outside the male toilet for VERY LONG to wait for our dear daryl + yong pin to come out. yong pin was fast so took pics with him while waiting for daryl. and the wait was VERY LONG. u know we look crazy standing outside the guys toilet! and everytime someone opened the door we will be like expecting it to be daryl BUT NO! it's never him. so slow!! somemore come out messy and wet. actually yong pin is not very fast also lor. he change so slow!!!

and we had to wait until aft econs to eat the apple strudel and i was STARVING :( we had the strudel in the sc. haha. took quite a lot of pics but it's all with gay so i cannot post anything here! had yong pin guess his bday present and the first thing he said was RIBBED CONDOM. yar. we actually thot of that and i asked daryl to get it! haha. but he didnt!!!! ok lah. we r not so bad ok. we wont get u condoms although it is very suitable for u and ur intoxicating sex. HAHA. this is really quite funny. but in the end he guessed his present lah. topman boxers. he said it's too small for him! but daryl told me to get S ok. so i dont care. u wear it. i think u can wear lah! it's so freaking big. not as if u r damn fat rite!!!!!!

and mugged a bit on thurs like i said :) yay. i feel like i actually accomplished something. :D

fri was a slack day and we played softball for pe. softball was quite ok lah. it was a bit like cricket training when we were throwing the balls! haha. but different way of bowling! :D and

consultation with mr tan was rewarding, just like teng had said.

SAT WAS MUGGING WITH STUDY BUDDIES!!! :D :D :D it's been a long time since we last studied. the last time was CTs. haha. i love studying with my study buddies TENG AND XUNQI :) reminds me of o level period. had pisai chicken rice also!!! :) there was this grp of irritating girls near us who laughed so loudly and in a gross manner!! that's what i dont like abt kap. too many weirdos. saw a lot of sa ppl also. i didnt know sa ppl will go kap to study lah! maybe we started the trend. haha.

and today was like piano day again. played until my hands ache and my fingers became retarded :( i really hope i can pass the exam!!

ok i shall reply tags here :D

JOHNIA long time no see!!! :D :D :D i tagged ur blog too. haha.

GRACE yes dear! i'm fine!!! :) i hate sa skirt checks!! :( it's becoming like st marg's now!!! next time we shall wear our long st marg's uniform and NEVER get caught for skirt again!

ZN :D hello back!!!! how come i seldom see u in sch!!!! :(

ZHANG eh eh eh bridge is fun ok! and i blogged abt it :)

CAI yes!! i know u will keep my love for u with u ALL THE TIME :D

when i came home i was breathless!!! :( :( :( the smoke was too too too much for me and i felt like i was dying in a fire!!! 7th month is always the most polluted month! :( i really can sing NO AIR when i'm walking home.

anyway i feel like i'm very hardworking!! haha. with self discipline i managed to stay back in sch ytd until 7.30 to STUDY! :D :D :D did a lot of work and mugged math. and today consulted mr tan and did summation of series! :) i think it was a rather good session. haha. must do well for math!!!! i feel that i'm qutie retarded in math leh. a lot of careless mistakes and always get stuck! :(

ok next up is mugging for chem SPA:D pls do not screw up this spa!!!!!!!!!!!

i feel like a mugger already. tmr is another mugging session with my beloved study buddies! :D

shall post details abt GEL LAM'S bday celebration on mon once i have time. haha. post the pics and all that :) ok i feel like sleeping now. haha. and and and I WANT TO PLAY BRIDGE!!!!!!!

feel like blogging again. procrastinating... as always. there's just too much things. too much to count.

i cant wait till
promos is over
i start to pack my whole stack of papers properly
i stop feeling lazy
i stop procrastinating
i can just STONE and think abt NOTHING
PW is over

sometimes i just like to sit at one corner and empty my mind. just think abt nothing at all. it's so relaxing. but it seems impossible nowadays.

sometimes i just want to stare in the space even when i'm with a grp of ppl even when i'm in class. i like to have this feeling that i'm not really in that place. no one can see me. i'm just looking. staring. at the huge mass of ppl. at the teacher. at the class. at everyone.

sometimes i just like to walk alone. very slowly.

sometimes i just want to sleep forever.

sometimes i just wish that life can move slower.

sometimes i just wish that i have no feelings.

sometimes i just dont like the 3 words "r u ok". it's so easy to say so easy to answer. everyone will just say "yes i'm fine" but if the unexpected answer comes out what r u going to do abt it. i dont know.

sometimes i just delete everything that i just typed. erase it. forget abt it.

sometimes i just want to forget everything single thing.

i want my mind to be blank.

ok i shall blog aft a very very busy week of TEST TEST TEST :( :( :( all the tests r seriously sick ok!!! it's like i'm gonna fail ALL of them. wait i already failed one of them. CHEM. not bad. studied for kinetics but failed. i'm very smart. :( although like i didnt really study a lot but at least i still went to consult ms du and all that lah! i totally FORGOT how to do the calculation of order of reaction!! when i just asked sheryl in the morning! it's super frustrating lah. i keep recalling and thinking during the test BUT i just totally forgot abt it. :( :( :( ECONS is a SURE SURE FAIL. and bio is ALWAYS FAIL. so it's just a very bad week for test. somemore there r like much hw during the test times! :(

enough of negative saddening things! :( aft the 3 tests i felt super relived! :D that's one good thing abt it. i only rmb my mon tues TRYING TO STUDY for the 3 tests. but feeling very tired lah. then wed is like WOW A HUGE BURDEN LIFTED UP! :D took a nap on wed :) :) :) it's so refreshing! be4 that went to mac's with gay and pam. got cake with gay. a lot of ppl born in aug!!!

went to the sc during break to play taboo with S19 :) it's quite fun lah. pam didnt come so she didnt get to play her taboo!! haha. i can guess some stuff ok! so i'm not that bad. oh yar be4 that got scolded by dan ho during pe for being late. lateness is seriously a problem with our class. and some ppl actually didnt come late but still got scolded in the end. so it's quite sad for them lah. i feel quite sorry for not looking for mr ho earlier and i felt sad for him. :( i think he must have felt like our class dont care abt pe and all that and he feels disappointed. in the aftnn another confusing bio prac. :(

then aft sch discussed the fashion show thing for fri's national day celebration. our whole class is quite reluctant to do it. i think it's quite dumb. but we still have to do it. and it turned out ok. :D yay. hahn dong agreed to be the model! GOOD JOB! he looks very cute in the costume. hahahaha. had a hard time squeezing into the 'shoes'. so aft a bit of discussion we decided to go for tau huay to PLAY BRIDGE! :D then dunno how they found badminton rackets at the locker area and they started playing badminton. so by the time we go tau huay shop it started pouring! 3 girls screaming under and umbrella! haha. i think we really walk very slow lah! BRIDGE WAS FUN. :) played with cassie hahn dong and daryl with gay sitting arnd sort of being a helper! haha. saw diana there too. :)

and today is the celebration thing. quite boring leh. like the fashion show and all that is erm... not very interesting. it's just disgusting seeing that sa has SO MANY gay boys. ok it's like act gay and sissy in a GROSS manner. then there's this S21 boy who cross dressed with durian shell bra. IT'S VERY DISGUSTING. although it's funny in a way i think it's a bit too revealing for him! and i dont think it's a very nice sight. the singing songs part was better but erm.. a bit too squeezy. too much ppl already lah! i felt like i was suffocating because EVERYONE SEEMS TALLER THAN ME :( cant take it anymore so i just went to the back to get some air!

aft that was bday celebration for the aug ppl. diana and yong pin. it's diana's bday! :D :D HAPPY BDAY! :) played bridge AGAIN :) i'm really in love with bridge! played with woei xin diana and pam. then aft that darren. it was a very good bridging session with HIGH BIDS :) i hate playing no trump!!!! there were like 3 grps playing bridge in the kitchen! hahaha. gambling kitchen! aft bridging session went to broadway to eat. gabriel went for his A* research interview. so we decided to go queensway to check out the jerseys and can also meet up with gabriel. jo and hahn dong went to study. NO WONDER THEY R OUR TOP SCORERS! haha. sry lah we r slackers so we didnt go study with u all! :D I HOPE U ENJOYED UR TIME MUGGING TGT! :) :) :) i think u will.

so 5 sa ppl walked arnd queensway on a jersey hunt but .... :( quite ex hor. then off to IKEA for another BRIDGING SESSION :) at first they just ate their hotdogs and all that then because of bridge addiction we went to the restaurant upstairs to play bridge :) DARYL U R NOT ONLY JINXED BUT UR CARDS R JINXED. I THINK U JINX ME!!!! :( :( :( it's like he gives nice cards to EVERYONE except me. cassie keeps getting AMAZING cards :( sad rite! i dunno why!!!! that's why daryl is a jinx. weili totaly owned with 5 NO TRUMP! :( i think he can actually play 7 no trump and win lah! so it's a losing game for me. i just keep losing and losing and losing!!! :( :( :(

just watched national treasure just now. the newest one. i dont understand some parts leh. it's too smart for me to understand! ok but it's nice overall :D and my bro went to watch the mummy and he say that it's nice! i shall go watch one day. when i have time to go watch movie!!!! so many movies to watch but so little time :( ok shall end here. i think i blog too long already. haha. and and and PSP IS SERIOUSLY AN ANTI SOCIAL DEVICE!

things coming up next week
CHEM TEST ON TUES
BIO AND ECONS TEST ON WED
I CAN NV REST WELL! :( :( :( I'M STARTING TO HATE LIFE!!! being a student sucks but i cant imagine the working world!!! i think it will be far much more worst and i'm not looking forward to it. i have no ambitions in life so hopefully i can just do the subjects i like ok not like but subjects that i do not have an immense hatred for. yar and just get a job that's not so tough! haha. i sound like a lazy girl!!! but i'm quite lazy lah. had 5 hrs of consecutive music lesson today!!! :( what an achievement rite. it's like music all the way. it's not that bad just tiring and makes me want to sleep. but at least not so much brain work :) only ear work listening and listening! but it's quite enjoyable lah. it's not noise! :D

ok haven blgoged for the week except for ytd's post. haha. i seriously think that quotes r super cool!!!! :D :D :D lots of tests coming out next week. CHEM BIO ECONS! :( :( :( it's super sad lah. PLUS CHEM MOCK SPA. i can just go and die. CHEM IS KILLING ME MURDERER! :(

shall blogged abt what i did for the week. MON was LTA learning journey. slack day because there's no bio and pw and econs! haha. no lessons from 10.30 onwards! :( got the news that there's no bio at arnd 11.30 and i was so tempted to go home BUT THE GATE NOT OPENED! :( so waited till 2.50 to take the school bus to LTA. did some work while waiting. of coz eating too. :D LTA was quite fun. took some pics. but i lazy to upload here! haha. quite fun walking arnd. aft that went back to sch for training but went to training late! felt that it was qutie a productive training coz coach really train us.

TUES had a really long day which supposedly ends at 5.30 BUT haha. i ended at 4.30. :D :D self initiated dismissal.

WED a lot of ppl missing from class. had only 11 ppl really small class that day. AMAZING BIO LECT. had a lot of sleep :) but my neck hurts aft that. haha. discussion on GP presentation with ms liu and went home to bathe and change for rapture. rapture was quite good. i didnt know the guys can dance so well. and i like the ballet parts coz it's very nice! met up with vanessa sam and gabriel for dinner be4 rapture. supposedly daryl too but being a genius he forgot his tickets and had to go home and get them. at least he came in time. haha. and the usher tried to cheat us. at first this guy told us that circle 1 is downstairs so we said goodbye to gabriel sam and vanessa to go to our seats. then the downstairs guy say that door 7 is upstairs! try to cheat us is it! we came from upstairs lah. then daryl showed him the ticket and aft arguing with him for a while he finally said OH YAR IT'S HERE. :( what kind of usher is that! yup. had gabriel's donuts with me and gabriel was missing his donuts through out rapture.

THURS skirt check! didnt get caught. of coz lah i'm so guai:) :) :) but i was a bit late and ms ye had this super black face. played softball for pe. :D and had this very confusing bio spa. i didnt know what i'm doing!!!! :( i dont even know how to do the qns lah. went home to sleep aft sch. SO REFRESHING. haha. i love taking NAPS. actually i love sleeping! :D

FRI was parent teacher meeting. be4 that pw was scary. suddenly have like SOSOSO many things to do. :( :( :( mr wee came and told us our ideas r conventional but aft that ms ye actually said that he's interested in our proj. i dunno what he's thinking! parent's meeting was ok lah. nothing much. mostly a waste of time. waited for the bus with my mother for VERY LONG then when it came it was so packed that we cannot get on. :( then on the bus had a very irritating experience! :( i cannot believe that there r ppl like that.

SAT open hse. just went there and do nothing. did some hw and was very very confused with chem! :( even while copying daryl's prac i was confused! saw nat celina and liyi at the open hse. seriously very slack at open hse lah. was so so so bored. talked to xinying while just sitting and doing nothing. haha both of us were quite bored. slacked and played a bit of bridge with jiexin + rock climbing ppl. jiexin and hahn dong keeps winning! :( i got really lousy cards lah!!!!!! aft that went on eating quest with jiexin! hahaha. then SHOPPING! :D feels really really good to walk arnd town and talk to jiexin!!! :D it's quite relaxing although my feet hurts! haha. jiexin and i keep on resting. gonna go kino soon to spend my 25 bucks voucher. :) cheers me up thinking that i actually have 25 bucks to spend at kino! yay!!!!!

ok shall end here now. tmr is a busy day again :(

Got this from zhang. :)

“Have you ever been in love? Horrible isn't it? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens up your heart and it means that someone can get inside you and mess you up. You build up all these defenses, you build up a whole suit of armor, so that nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life...You give them a piece of you. They didn't ask for it. They did something dumb one day, like kiss you or smile at you, and then your life isn't your own anymore. Love takes hostages. It gets inside you. It eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness, so simple a phrase like 'maybe we should be just friends' turns into a glass splinter working its way into your heart. It hurts. Not just in the imagination. Not just in the mind. It's a soul-hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain. I hate love.”

-Neil Gaiman

quite metaphoric. makes me wanna analyse it like a lit passage!! haha. ok there's another one which i think is very good too! :D

“I've been making a list of the things they don't teach you at school. They don't teach you how to love somebody. They don't teach you how to be famous. They don't teach you how to be rich or how to be poor. They don't teach you how to walk away from someone you don't love any longer. They don't teach you how to know what's going on in someone else's mind. They don't teach you what to say to someone who's dying. They don't teach you anything worth knowing.”

-Neil Gaiman

cool rite! :) :) :) i know.