free day! nothing to do the whole day. haha! but it's good actually. give me time to nua arnd at home. not that i havent nua-ed enough. oh well. just rest more before all the hectic camps start! cant wait :)

shall blog abt stuff last week!

cooked at teng's hse last week with xunqi! yay! helped out chef teng. haha. always enjoy my time with them. it's a great catch up time and really love cooking/chit chatting/ watching shows! :D :D teng's hse is such a great place to hang out haha!












our chicken stuffed with apples!











xunqi showing off her 'shaving' skills!











teng the chef!

menu for the day: OMELETTE, LONG BEAN WITH CARROTS AND ROAST CHICKEN




































yummy meal!











friday was HSS bash! met up with yingqi and charlene for dinner first before going. but we shld have gone at 8pm coz the stupid event starts at 8 and aft that they refused to let us in. wts! oh well! went with pin and weili and aft that met up with jonny, ming howe and kian hong over there. it was quite a fun time though. but the money i spent was like SO FREAKING A LOT. just for the tickets which couldnt get me in at all. and i totally had to buy 4 tickets. WASTE MY MONEY MAX.












photo with the birthday girl! it was jamie's 20th bday on that day tooo :)











with yingqi!











the og that i hang out with. haha

with the girlsss


















jamie, yingqi, jialing, soo yue, jieling and charlene :)

the HSS group!



















union senior camp on sat with Savio. some of the games r really quite fun. haha. but cannot reveal. anyway nice catch up and time spent with Savio. reminds me of our camp times. but playing camp games with ppl u already know is really much more fun! less of the awkwardness. grouped tgt with our sister group, Z group, and got to know a few more ppl. union camp is going to be really fun!












daiqiang our spongebob mascot!

Savio seniors :)
















































Sister group!!



















sunday went for gel's karang guni event. to raise money for her grp to go Cambodia. she's super on coz she's going Cambodia again aft 1 yr! i really enjoyed the Cambodia experience and if i have the chance i will definitely do it again. now just have to find time and a group to join! i really wanna work with kids the next time. i like working with kids! anyway cai and i were like talking all the way when we were helping gel out. hahaha. typical of us. but it was quite fun doing it with cai!

mon had some first aid course in sch for camp. it's quite lame though. haha. and kickboxing aft that! :D

ytd celebrated zhang's 20th bday! but she wanna stay young forever so let her be!!! hahahaha. who doesnt want to right? met up with gel and zhang first to chope seats at pique nique! quite a nice place. i really like the design and the atmosphere. so cute and friendly! great birthday dinner with the girls :)










working on zhang's card!






















we are such thoughtful girls! haha. met up to do the card on fri.










pretty pink menu!












the cup has a really cool design.


































the menu! choosing between baconator and shrooms.










and i ended up with the shrooms! looks good right?? the beef patty is like super HUGE!












nice pique nique menu!

pictures with the birthday girl










































group photo!!

aft that some last min shopping for gel's event on sat. she havent buy her clothes yet! haha. and she just came to the realisation that she has nothing to wear. but there's us to help her! so it's good. i love shopping! but now cannot really shop coz i got no moneyyyy :( anyway i enjoy shopping for other ppl also. hahahaha. just the thought of getting to buy something in a shop excites me. i'm such a shopaholic seriously. time to change! but i havent get new clothes for the new sem yet so must get new clothes first then i reform!

that's all for my week! boring life over and over again. but i enjoy spending time with all these important ppl of my life :D

are you somewhere feeling lonely, or is someone loving you?

the unknown is scary. but the good thing is that maybe if we take a leap of faith something amazing might come out of it.

I should make a list of what i want to do before i become old! it will be a really long list though!

and also a lot of things i wanna do need MONEY + TIME. something which i dont really have at this moment :( i shall slowly take my time to complete them and hopefully be able to reach my goal before i'm 40! ok no wait. 35! hahaha. 40 is like so old!

maybe aft graduation and working for a while i shld take a year or two off to just do and learn the things that i want to! it will be quite a challenge. but i really want to! when i'm older i shall read this post and take action. like quit my job or something to do the stuff i like. haha.

gonna learn tennis soon aft all the camps! that's a start!

shall blog abt my busy weekend next time! byeeee :D

but if this was a movie you'd be here by now

just finished hss senior camp for the past weekend! shag ttm coz of the super little sleep :( but it was fun anyway! had help out with the programs but it's quite enjoyable and made a lot of new friends. at least dont have to be a loner in the camp. a lot of them r from econs toooo! more ppl to take mods tgt already. yay!

had this bbq thing then did cluedo at night. the next morning had to prepare for field games. didnt like the initiation though. it was super dirty! aft that had 'mambo night'! charlene and i kept laughing abt it. really funnyyy. hahahaha

cant wait for all the camps to start!

i have been reading some of my friends' blogs and looking at their fb pictures. i came to realise that how pathetically boring my life is. not that i dont already know that my life is boring but looking at their blogs make me feel like SHIT IT'S REALLY PATHETIC. it's the same old stuff over and over again. what can we do in singapore really? the school experience although it's really enjoyable at times, it's still the singapore culture, the singapore way of life. nothing new. been through the same education system for 12yrs already.

that's why i really wanna live overseas for a period of time or just travel arnd the world alone. so many things that i have yet to see and yet to do.

i really wanna try going for exchange like many of my friends. try out their college culture over there. i read and heard abt so many different things that my friends r doing on exchange! but there's the problem of getting into the university overseas, matching modules and money. it's quite difficult finding a uni that is in ur desired country and suits u to finish ur core mods. not to mention it's really expensive going for exchange because of the living expenses and travelling. but whatever it takes i'm going to try my best to get this opportunity and not just stuck in this small country for the rest of my uni yrs.

another thing that i so wanna do is to travel alone! to exotic places, busy cities or the rustic countrysides. just to experience the cultures and way of life of other ppl. i wanna take my time to stroll, look at the scenery/buildings/museums or whatever the country has to offer. that's why i really wanna do it alone! have been hearing from jerald how awesome it is to travel alone and i really wanna try it. he's really lucky to always get a chance to do so! dont think my parents will every allow me to travel alone :( oh well. maybe next time when i'm older and have more experience i will really really go for it!

now I'm pacing down your hall, chasing down your street

busy monday ytd! k session with jinger and teng at teo heng :) fun singing timesss! sang all our favourite old chinese songs. i rmb how i was totally in love with 5566 during that era. hahahha. but they were really handsome and cool ok. cant blame me. they were young! totally wanna rewatch mvp again!











went grocery shopping and just walking arnd with teng aft that. everytime i see the food i feel like trying to cook but aft that i'm like too lazy to do so. also i cant cook lah. but i can always learn next time right!

1st kickboxing session with zhang and cai at night. it was really quite fun. the punching and kicking. she asked us to imagine that we r punching someone's nose and kicking the shin. it's enjoyable because i can imagine i'm like the secret agents in CHUCK and like whack all the bad guys! or just master some sort of boxing skills to fight ppl. it's super fun ok! i wanna learn how to fight. anyway it's quite tiring during kickboxing too coz must do all the core exercises and squats. tired max especially when the day before was vertical marathon!











yuppp vertical marathon on sunday and it was really shag ttm. 63storeys!! almost died man. but had a great time climbing with grace! she doesnt look tired at all. there was 2 ang moh girls in our grp who were like super duper excited and they talked to us. so friendly! haha. they were like saying they r very scared that they cant climb so high and all that. but they look quite fit to me. haha.

aft that tried some side games over there. i rmb how i bored i was doing the side games thing! but didnt play much coz quite sian to stay there to play so long. went for brunch aft that with the guys! talked/bitched/gossip and ate. yar i dunno why i hang out with a bunch of really bitchy guys.










the 730 boys group!










grace and i before the climb!










group photo!

anyway i'm going off to find prices of stuff at shop and save to get food for foc! busy this summer for a lot of foc stuff. but it's quite fun!

I remember all those crazy things we did, didn't think about it just went with it

great climb today and cant wait for singing + kickboxing with my favourite girls tmr! :D :D :D shall blog more aft tmr! yay.

ok so results r out. oh shoot me please. seriously.

just started watching this taiwanese drama because xunqi asked me to watch! haha. it's really quite good. super hilarious.











it's like the first taiwanese drama that i watched in a long time! now i'm always watching US series. they r really good ok!

anyway back to the show, i think yang chen lin's acting is really super funny. haha. but i realised that dramas often does not reflect reality very much. actually all of the taiwanese/korean dramas dont coincide with real life.

like for example this show. what r the chances that there will be a super handsome guy standing nearby when ur bf is dumping u and by chance he was also dumped by his gf? and by chance he is this super good and nice guy who is willingly to help u and drown his sorrows with u? and in the end getting married when drunk? that totally does not happen coz the marriage officer or whatever it is will never ever let u get married. i believe u must have a certain level of sobriety before u get married right?

and what is the possibility of getting a pilot bf in the first place?? rather low i would say, but there's always a chance right? oh well, i'm totally hoping for it! hahaha. but singaporean pilots r all old dudes and there i dont think there's a pilot that's as handsome as wang chuan yi.

that's why dramas dont happen in real life. it's ok though. it's fun to just watch and imagine that it will really happen!! the reason why i so love dramas.

ohh and go watch CHUCK. it's like this secret agent show. cooool max. i hope i'm a secret agent too. ok this also doesnt happen in real life also. but i can still imagine myself as a secret agent right! hahahaha

have been busy meeting my friends for the past weeeek :) ok next week shall be minimized to stay at home and save moneyyy! or even better, find a job!

being bored and unemployed, jocina and i decided to go apply for jobs at this recruitment agency. met her on tues to go there then had a meal at city hall and walked arnd. met xunqi and teng for dinner aft that at our favourite sec sch hangout :D love catching up and chit chatting with them. it's just a chillax dinner to talk! went to teng's hse aft dinner to continue our chat. ok plus bitching tooo. u cannot bitch without fb u know! haha. love all the shows teng have at her hse. have to go get moreeee.

met up with besties on wed :) met zhang first for moviesss. YAY! finally watched pirates. the mermaids were super pretty ok. but how can they depict them to be so evil? haha. i think it's a really great movie leh. everyone shld go watch.

dinner and drinks at timbre with the girls next. met gel and cai there! another chit chatting session with the girls. the music was so so only. haha. but the band there was quite enthusiastic? what matters is hanging out and having a good time with the girls. dont need to have like a fantastic band or what. super love the duck pizza and buffalo wings from timbre! ate like a pig. i just grabbed whatever food that was in front of me. haha












a really artistic frosty photo! haha :)




















yummy buffalo wings and duck pizza!













one of my favourite brands :)























drinks! there's mojito, margarita and cosmopolitan



































card, present and banana crumble :D











besties :)


















































































thursday met s19 clique and had dinner at spruce. nv hear of this place before. apparently recommended by gabriel the birthday boy of the day! ate this duck pasta thing. it's not bad. talked over dinner and all that. havent met up with them in a while! aft that went off to pam's hse to drink! :) her hse is like the best choice coz it's near my hse! yay.




















how the restaurant looks like. it's quite nicely decorated!











duck pasta













another one of my favourite brands :)





















with our foooood!































cakes!

































toilet with the nice flower. haha





















group photo! but w/o pin :(













chilling at hazelpark's clubhouse.











a must-have during drinking! either this or an ipad. haha





















































HAHA check out gabriel and pam! my hair is very messy in this photos and the following photosss. that means a bit gone already because my hair always gets messy! dunno why!











gay!











pam!











gabriel!











daryl!











all the photos with the halfway gone faceeee. normally if it was outside, this will be the time to hit the club! wheeeee!

friday met up with a few of my UOC grp mates. luther, our GL, updated us abt the camp stuff and all that. cant wait for union camp! our pre-camp is going to be really fun too. but a lot of planning/discussion/meetings have to be carried out for this camp. seriously too many things already. we planned for meetings for the weeks to come and also doing a lot of other stuff. soooo my next week will be filled with all these camp meetings. Hall FOC and UOC'11. how exciting!

cant wait for july to start :D

I got a tight grip on reality, but I can't let go of what's in front of me here