I'M GOING TO THE SCIENCE CENTRE TMR!!! hahahaha. it's so exciting ok. coz i really like to go to such places. i will prefer to go to the zoo but i'm assigned to science centre soooo ok i will just go to the science centre which i like too! haha.

this teacher, the DM, left me a note saying that i will have to go to the science centre with 2E on thursday. then when i'm going home i saw him and i asked him abt some other stuff. then he suddenly popped out saying U GOT MY NOTE RIGHT?? U R GOING TO THE SCIENCE CENTRE! then he kaki a bit high and i smiled at him. and he said U R VERY EXCITED RIGHT!! SEE U SO HAPPY! i didnt know u can see that from my face. haha. but it's quite funny the way he said it. anyway of coz it's much much better than staying in class to teach!! it's like a great break with pay :D

anyway the p1s r going to the zoo and i seriously dont mind going with them! haha. fun leh. i really like the zoo. there's this song that is stuck in my head. for this week they keep singing it before pledge-taking. it's like some activity that the kids really like. the chorus is like
WE'RE GOING TO THE ZOO ZOO ZOO
HOW ABOUT YOU YOU YOU
YOU CAN COME TOO TOO TOO
WE'RE GOING TO THE ZOO ZOO ZOO

it's totally stuck in my head ok!!! then somemore got actions one. haha.

ooook so i shall blog abt my recent TAI TAI BRUNCH with carmie sheryl and charlene. :D :D :D met quite early to go to crystal jade tgt to eat xiao long bao!!! :) it's the love ok.











had some other stuff besides xiao long bao too and it's a great time spent!! :) just talking and eating and laughing abt stuff. soooo next time when we all become tai tais we can do this everyday! haha. but i think we will get bored. nvm. we can throw in mahjong sessions and manicure+pedicure and massage sessions etc... SHOPPING TOO. such a great lifestyle!!! hahahaha.

and as usual we took a photo with the restaurant signboard. haha. like our signature style like that.











we decided to go visit teng while we were having our brunch! we made a surprise visit to her!!! hahahahaha. she's really really surprised lor. we like shocked her at her door. anyway it's great going to teng's hse again. i used to go to her hse like at least once a week k!! and i keep going and going to her hse. haha. but nowadays not as much so i miss her hse!! haha. and her mum's really really nice.

anyway aft teng's hse went to town to meet up with gay gabriel daryl and pin first. but as usual the ppl were like late. as in the army boys. yar. it's actually in their nature but going to army makes them arrive even later than normal. i think it's because they r like probably sick of being sooo on time in army so outside cannot be on time one right?? if not why always late! soooo spent the late late aftnn with our usual clique but without pam coz she's overseas. i quite miss the times when we had classes tgt and all that! talking in the caf/eating. or like just going for lectures or hanging out in our civics room. generally just having classes with these ppl lah! haha. i really misssss being a student like a lot a lot. it's so much more fun ok. although being a teacher got a lot of privileges (the best will be to enjoy the strong staffroom aircon!) but then being a student is really the most fun years with frens and everything. really wanna go back to SA/St Marg's. ok i only like pri sch life with my besties!! but not the shitheads in class. ok only some ppl r classified as shitheads! most ppl r just normal classmates who r really nice and i quite like them but because of significant shitheads in pri sch i didnt really enjoy my pri sch class! :( anyway pri sch is like deprived days coz they control u a lot. ok i think i digress like very a lot! haha.

ok shall stay back on track. so aft that went to queue up at swensen's. it's like this super long long queue ok!! gay and gabriel went to find some place else but it close down. but nvm! in the end we go tour table for 16!!! haha. at this secluded area somemore. looks so much like a private area lor. THANK YOU MR TAN FOR UR TREAT!! :D sooo happy. mr tan is like the nicest teacher ever ok!! spent the dinner talking with S19 ppl and taking photos. met them for consecutively 2 weeks already. but last time we use to meet everyday. haha. 5 days a week.

the best part of not studying anymore is actually NO EXAMS. so we can actually have a life and not study everyday. haha. but then still have to work! :(

ok time for pictures! haha. but just the group photos of the day. which is like 2 only. i very lazy to post so many on my blog. anyway it's all from gay's cam and i
it's like all on fb tooo. :)

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oh!! watched REMEMBER ME with xunqi on tuesday! it's really good. at first i was still a bit confused like dont know what's the focus and all that. because like for the whole movie the in front part it's like talking abt the stuff that happened in his life and conflicts and missing micheal lah. but didnt really know the main point. but once the ending reach it's like I TOTALLY GET IT. like the whole thing!!! it just clicked. and i realise the whole movie is actually just getting snapshots of stuff and building up the story until it reaches the end and then BAM!! it hits u like i dunno.... it just hits u and i just start crying like crazy!! xunqi and i always cry like crazy in this type of shows. but we like! haha. it is really really sad and it has like a huge effect on me aft the show. like this aftnn i was on the bus and thinking abt the story of the show then the ending and i tell u I GOT TEARS IN MY EYES. like seriously. i just wanted to cry!!! because it's really so sad. anyway everyone shld just go watch it k!!

soooo i'm just going to stop here because there's nothing much i wanna blog abt anymore. i realise i everytime just blog everything at one go one. haha. a bit tiring but saves time lah.

and i could be your favourite girl forever

haven blogged in a while. i dunno is it i'm too busy or i'm too lazy. haha. a bit of both i guess. :) anyway!!! before i blog abt past happenings i seriously need to bitch first!!!

ok so recently i met this person who is the most MORONIC/STUPID/RETARDED/DELUSIONAL person that i have ever ever ever met. ok maybe not the most delusional person coz u know there's another one who is the queen of delusions but yar she has all the aspects abv! sooooo i just met this person and i heard like quite a lot of stuff abt her be4 i met her. like those usual bitchy stuff dumping boyfriends or getting touch at clubs but enjoyed it. yar... so like most normal ppl i assumed that she is this super chio/hot girl who likes to act wild. but SORRY. when i first saw her my face was WTH ttm. seriously ttm. it's like i cant believe it's the same girl i hate abt because the first impression is SHE'S UGLY. LIKE SERIOUSLY UGLY. it's not like i'm pretty or what but an ugly girl can say another person is ugly tooo right???? i mean she's really UGLY TTM. like her face is just that kind of face u will nv expect to do such things. ok so nvm if she's ugly. it's not an issue. but the way she acts is like bimbotic BUT BUT BUT without the pretty part ok. the things she say is just SO SO SO SO SO SO stupid and this thing that she did is like DUMB TTM. i may have like stupid moments tooo but it's not as retarded/moronic/dumb as her!!! and it's quite obvious she is a bit acting it coz she wants to potray herself to be this really bimbo girl. but SORRY ok she doesnt have the looks. she's those kind who maybe score like 3 or 4 A's for A levels but try to act stupid in front of guys all the time that type. i feel like telling her that being a stupid girl is not coooool at all!! and to think that one of the guys even like her so much that he .... did things that i cannot say here. but YAR CANT STAND THIS KIND OF GIRLS. she flirts with guys with her stupidity and she did this really really stupid thing ok. something which no person in the right mind will do or believe. i dunno if i shld say it here in case she chance upon my blog. anyway my point is that girls with a face like this shld try to be as normal and smart as possible not like being a retard because U CAN NV BE A BIMBO. just face it ok. i think she's really 丑人多做怪!! i really really really really dislike ppl like that and i have to face her in the future too. so good luck to me. but i think this can really take my faking level to a new heights! i'm like super good at doing this sort of things now. that's good practice for the working world next time. and if i can get into university i will meet more of this type of moronic ppl. i'm starting to think that my intellectual level is not so low after all!

ok soooo more bitching to come. haha. but i shall start with what happened for the past week. ohhh haven blogged abt sending sam off on last last sat!!! she flew off to CHEENA-LAND also! just like zhang. haha. sooo gay and i went to terminal 1 super early ok. even be4 she came. and when she came, we couldnt find her coz she was at this high class check in area!! business class ok. dont play play. i whole day economy class one!! anyway it was a business class experience for us. haha.











so aft sending sam off went for mac's breakfast with gay and sat at changi mac's for a while. then was off to the west again. the extreme west! BOON LAY! met up with xunqi brenda and pam for ntu open hse. i already chose my courses ok. haha. anyway that weekend was filled with open houses. NUS on sunday!

then it was the holidays last week. didnt really do much except sleep until i got headache and slacked a lot! monday was the most fruitful day. haha. went out for piano lesson then shopping with gay! got some stuff. then aft that was off to meet 4/4 clique! met carmie jinger and charlene first to get the cake for cedeles. full prepration! haha. and aft that met up with the rest for our dinner at WATAMI. i think the service is really quite good there and the food rockss ok!! i will confirm go back again. :)soooo we surprised sheryl and teng with the cake! haha. at the end of our meal of coz. we handed the cake to the staff first then they served it for us. :D anyway it was a very successful bday celebration!










walked arnd and took pictures for the day!! :D and we r seriously gluttons ok. haha. when we met we still talk abt going to eat xiao long bao :D and we r all going this sat. YAY!!!!

soooo tues was another celebration. headed to orchard in the evening as i was the only one not working. met xunqi first followed by the rest of SMGG! rush to get mark's present but didnt know what to get. settled for an apple voucher in the end. then headed to Swesen's for dinner. it was a very nice dinner because we were just talking abt stuff and chatting like the old times! the days we had aft training just sitting arnd the canteen tables to talk or during training. haha. sitting arnd in circles to chit chat! sooo it was a good time with a lot of laughing plus facebooking to search for ppl. :D :D we shld do that more often.













took our photo in the toilet! but ion toilet is really very nice what.

the rest of the days were slacking and rotting at home. life as a jobless girl is really really slack. haha. on fri went to visit xunqi at her workplace and had lunch with her. the beef noodle is really nice ok! and the milk tea!! reminds me of taiwan. i like small pearls :D

ok then last sat was off to ms ye's hse! met up with gay and gabriel to get drinks first then off to wait for a cab coz it was raining. waited super long ok!! a catching up time at ms ye's hse!!! :D:D:D domino's pizza for lunch and golden pillow for dinner :D i love the curry. and and and lots of poker + blackjack!! hahn dong u r so not the poker king lor. he likes to anyhow anyhow all in!! yucks. MAKE ME LOSE A LOT OF CHIPS U KNOW. if it's real money i will just slap him. haha. anyway had lots of fun with S19 on sat. and all pictures r on fb/gay huihui's cam. sooo i lazy to upload here. but all in all it was a rather fun time. the army boys' stories were so hilarious lah. TELL ME MORE GHOST STORIES TOO OK. i think it's really fun to listen to the horrors there. scaryzzz ttm. i quite like the bed 3 story though. haha. it sounds interesting. daryl! u shld beware.

on wednesday was cai bday celebration!!!! :D :D :D so fast 19!! just uploaded the pics onto fb. haha. it was a good time chatting with my long time friends! my longest friends. we r really BFFs ok :)it's been 10 yrs with cai!!! so sad zhang couldnt join us coz she's stuck in cheeeeena! korean food for the day. we shld lead an active korean lifestyle! hahahaha. coool ok. first steps to becoming MRS LEE MIN HO :D talked a lot abt random stuff and life. our uni choices. also random links in pri sch! we found out abt this person being such a nuisance in our lives. and sad to say she was a nuisance in my sec sch life too. the st marg's ppl will know her! haha. u will know who i'm talking abt. spoilt and mummy's + daddy's girl. overprotective parents. she's just so irritating!!! ok. and also talking abt the same few retards in pri sch. it nv gets old ok.











sooo this is like for the past week. i think only my weekends r hipzzz leh. everyone so busy on weekdays. army boys trapped in camp and girls working like crazy.

ohh and just had a meeting for the cambodia trip. the pre trip activity is like at this ulu hse at ubin. then jingkai said that the owner JUST DIED. and guess how she died. SHE DROWNED IN A WELL. old lady somemore. THE RING SIA. but i'm not staying for the night coz it's easter sunday! :D i'm glad i dont need to stay and get bitten by mosquitoes or maybe meet the old lady. hahaha. everyone freaked out aft they hear ok. but aft that they make it like a joke. but it will be quite fun if the old lady really crawls up of the well. hilarious sia. sorry gel lam for abandoning u for the ubin trip! haha. but no worries ok we will be tgt for cambodia!

ok need to go for lunch soon. byebye.

If I'm your boy, let's take a short cut we remember

i think my intellectual level is dropping each day. i find it hard to talk normally to ppl because i've been trying to match my intellectual level to 7/8 yrs old every single day. just too used to it. constantly worrying if the words i used r too hard for them to understand or if i'm too fast. haizzz but NVM i can stay young and healthy because this oldgalzz91 is hanging out with youngchildzz02! :)

anyway shall blog and upload pics for ZHANG'S FAREWELL.

soooo zhang went to china for 1 week and 2 days already! haha. hope she's doing well. she has been emailing us quite frequently but i obviously didnt read them because i dont check emails! and i haven been using comp since she started emailing so just replied her recently only. haha.

anyway this GOODBYE session is at MINDS CAFE. :D cooool rite. can play games and all that.

so we got there and played the PETE AND REPEAT game first! haha. cant rmb the exact name but it's quite fun.











we have to like repeat what the previous person was doing so on and so forth. soooo until like the very back we just forgot what was the middle action. we laughed like crazy coz the actions that we do r seriously hilarious! ESPECIALLY ZHANG'S SPASTIC FACE. it's like no one can imitate it coz it's simply too retarded ok.











anyway our next game is this TRUE COLOURS game. like we will ask some qns and vote for who is the most likely to ... whatever the qns is lah. there's a lot of super random qns ok!! haha. WOULD U BUY A BRIDGE?? soo guess who's the one who's voted random enough to buy a bridge! :D

and then there's SLEEPING BEAUTY. a really fun card game but i dunno how to explain it on my blog. haha. and also SABOTAGEUR. i think it's spelt this way! haha. it's like an intellectual game for smart ppl ok. just like us :)

soooo had lots of fun playing with the different games at MINDS CAFE. take pictures plus eat during that time too :D




















aft that was off to take pictures!! haha. took like a lot of photos :)



















sooooo fast forward to thursday which is the real GOODBYE :( met gel and cai for dinner at poppye's! :D










took some pictures at the airport!! :) be4 zhang fly off into the cold winter of china. ok i dunno if it's still winter but it's snowing so isnt it like winter time???











and also spent the first moment of results day with gel and cai! when we r still happy and carefree without the heavy weight of the stupid results!!!!











soooo another china send off this week. SAM!!!! haha. but shall blog abt it next time :D how come everyone is flocking to china arh? and the trips to changi airport makes me feel like going overseas toooo!!!

and I stare at the phone and he still hasn't call and then you feel so low, you can't feel nothing at all

I TOTALLY LOST MY VOICE! wow good job man.

so results r out and like .... seriously. my first reaction was SHIT SCREWED UP DAMN BADLY. because u know when u look at my results slip everyone will say the same. it's like i didnt even need to see the subjects k. just see the grades is like WTH already. anyway aft thinking and psycho-ing myself i thot that my results r actually not that bad. but still!!! it's like sianzzz ttm. the good thing is that i eliminated like 10000 choices with my retarded results and only left a few to choose from. that's great coz i really dont know what to choose. then aft reading thru all the cut off points i think my results r like not here not there. so it's quite uncertain for decent courses. i really dunno how to choose now. and i'm quite upset that i dont have an A for math ok! :( ok but i can safely say that i really did try my best for math so whatever shitty grade i get rite is ok.

i dont know how to choose from now! yar i can get into a local uni but the courses... i dunno. those which i dont mind taking i might have a hard time squeezing in and those that r like weird i confirm can go but i study this type of courses for what rite!!!

actually there's quite a lot of reasons to be upset at my results coz it's so yucky. but come to think of it this might actually be the best that i can get coz it's the best results for my 2 yrs in jc. i've been getting like less than 70 rank points and D, E, S, U my whole life so what i have now is actually really good compared to prelims and all that.

and lastly no matter what my results r i think that God has a plan for me and will help me get into something that i actually like and will want to do in the future because i have no idea what i want!!!

and to my freinds who didnt think that they do very well dont fret k. there's confirm some other way out and what matters in the end is not the A level results but the great times u had in jc. like making wonderful friends in jc and having fun. i think having a memorable jc life will be more important than a super good A level result because the fond memories will stay forever but results r just temporary. aft u graduate for uni or come out to work who will rmb or even care abt ur results?? it's the good friends that u made, friends who had seen ur ups and downs and continue to support u and the little precious moments of hanging out/talking/laughing together that will give u joy in ur life. so even if u didnt do as well as others for A levels be thankful that u at least got a chance to experience such a wonderful school life and u can nv ever have it back. at least that's what i'm grateful for :)

anyway shall blog abt zhang's farewell another time when i actually have time to upload the pics and all that!! :D

never look back, we said. how was i to know i'd miss you so.