yay promos are over!! :D

haha. even though i think i didnt do well... but at least it's all over.

amazing race :) survivor :)

so much to study for bio. i think home is too conducive for me. instead of studying i just lie on the sofa and slack/watch tv/ stare at commercials etc. shld go outside to study but i was too lazy. productive studying when i'm not at home. i wont sleep because:

1. the chairs and tables r too hard
2. no bed
3. no pillows
4. feel more motivated

my house is just too nice to rest. even if i'm at home alone in the morning i still didnt study much. watched morning shows. oprah etc. while eating breakfast. speaking of breakfast the stupid woman this morning was so irritating. she made a BIG FUSS over 10 CENTS!! dumb right. yar i think so too. the auntie keep telling me NO NO IT'S NOT SINGAPORE MONEY. pls lah. got one BIG BIG SINGAPORE written at the side what. i dont mind giving her another 10 cents coin but i want to tell her it's SINGAPORE MONEY. it's just a bit black and rusty? yar. then she keep insisting it's not. i felt like slapping her face. stupid woman.

but to reverse this angry feeling, there was this very nice ah mah in the lift. i pressed the 23rd storey the button didnt light up coz it's spoilt. then she was like saying in chinese WHICH FLOOR? WHY NV LIGHT UP? then i replied OH IT'S SPOILT. but it can still go to the 23rd storey. the ah mah was so concerned lah. and she said bye to me be4 going off. haha. :D i like friendly ah mahs.

watched survivor at 2 :) i love watching survivor and it really took my mind off promos. it's ending soon anyway. 2 episodes of survivor at one go. YESSS. enjoyment :) i really like it a lot. all the challenges and all that. trying to survive in camp. makes me feel like joining survivor. but u will become smelly/dirty in the show coz u cannot bathe properly for 39 days and u have to shit in the bushes. yucks. but it's stil fun leh. my fav reality show. more survivor pls!! :D

had this super strange dream! i was in some place which looks like the zoo coz there r a lot of animals. and somehow i was walking alone on this very very long stretch of road. while i was making my way uphill, i saw a group of cheetahs gathered in front. they were like having some meetine or what. then i got scared coz cheetahs can eat humans! so i decided to turn arnd and walk the other way. but behind me was a lion. walking slowly. i didnt know what to do. turnback towards the lion? or continue walking up towards the cheetah? i just stopped there. didnt do anything. i couldnt do anything. felt quite helpless and the fear was just too much for me. i dunno why. i didnt know i can feel so scared in a dream. yup. i just stood there. and the road was so long that i dont even know what's ahead of me! that's why i hate man-eating animals. they scare me.

We're so close
To reaching that famous happy end
Almost believing this was not pretend
Let's go on dreaming for we know we are
So close
So close
And still so far

listening to so close on repeat mode. i dunno why just suddenly feel like listening to it over again. reminds me how i watched enchanted numerous times. it's nice lah. but i didnt watch it for numerous times on purpose. coz different grps of ppl wanna watch with me mah. haha. and my sis wants to watch also so i brought her to watch. that's why i watched it a few times. i dont really mind. like the music of so close :) quite soothing actually. and it's like the lyrics fit the scene of the movie. :D

anyway the movie had a happy ending so.... it's still like a fairytale? happy endings r so untrue lah. there r still so much more in life. how can u get married to the prince and live happily every after?? all the princess's lives will be so so so boring. i dont think u will treaure happy moments if u have nv been sad be4. or nv been sad for a very long time? yup... negative feelings help. haha. the GP msa. makes sense to me.

why dont we hit restart and pause it our favourite parts we'll skip the goodbyes

haha i think i'm pathetic. MUG MUG MUG study so hard for chem in the end....

ultraman likes me so much he doesnt want to leave. i will be forever stuck with him... no matter how hard i try to get him to GO AWAY he doesnt want to leave. yar. so forever ULTRAMAN. no more ASTROBOY. actually i dont even want ASTROBOY. i'm happy with a DORAEMON. but no. ultraman just loves me too much.

studied like crazy for chem. even study till 1.30 ytd. no shld be this morning. but it's all useless. no point. i told daryl and gabriel that if i fail chem i'm just gonna kill myself. maybe i wont be there for bio on mon.. yar told pam she will see me in the newspaper.

math was terrible. didnt practise the day be4. :( had a few careless mistakes. and questions that i didnt know how to do. :(

econs was stupid too. couldnt finish. dont want to say anymore.

bio might save my life. but i doubt so. I'M SO DEAD.

i like the feeling of walking home at night. it's all quiet except for the sound of the cars zooming pass. i like it when time is non existence. just having the timeless empty feeling. with only me and nothing. optimal condition for my sad self :( just dont think abt anything. especially stupid PROMOS.

unhappiness... like what the GP paper said...

i'm so sad that i'm gonna go listen to emo songs.

i like this song quite a while ago...

It's a shame that it had to be this way
It's not enough to say I'm sorry
It's not enough to say I'm sorry

Maybe I'm to blame
Or maybe were the same
But either way I can't breathe
Either way I can't breathe

All I have to say is goodbye
Were better off this way
Were better off this way

I'm alive but I'm losing all my drive
Cause everything we've been through
And everything about you
Seemed to be a lie
A guiltless twisted lie
It made me learn to hate you
Or hate myself for letting it pass by

All I have to say is goodbye
Were better off this way
Were better off this way

And every, everything isn't only
What it seems so hold these
Words that you never told me
Its time to say goodbye
Its time to say goodbye
Its time to say goodbye
Goodbye

Bye

Take my pain away
Spell it out
Tell me I was wrong
Tell me I was wrong

secondhand serenade is super nice.

ok GOODBYE BYEBYE. i shall go hide in my bed and cry.

or i shall go gorge myself with food. stuff my face with ice cream. ice cream makes a person happy. ice cream makes me happy. mr anthony said ice cream is the best invention in the world. YESSS IT IS.

gosh. this reminds me of the melamine yong pin was talking abt today. i wonder does my ice cream contain melamine. then maybe i can eat eat eat and die of poisoning.

came online for moodle. :) must be on full mugger mode!!!

sheesh i feel like sleeping..... :( need to work harder but i cant find any motivation. i want to sleep !!!!

i <3 math
i <3 chem
i <3 econs
i <3 bio



and THEY <3 ME

i can see that she means the world to u

taking a break from doing math for 2+ hrs!!! :( math is really a headache manzzz. but i'm glad i did the mock paper and got a C!!! i was rejoicing. haha. that means i can get a D for math if my promos got a C! :D

going a bit crazy doing math. talking to myself singing to the music talking to myself again. exclaiming at stupid careless mistakes. my father even commented WHY U MAKE SO MUCH NOISE DOING MATH! yup. spotted a lot of careless mistakes while marking my own paper what. actually if i bothered to check my paper i might even get a B for math! :) yay! but i just hope for a C lah. too tired to check paper already. left a few qns blank without even thinking.

my mum was like saying WHY U SO HAPPY WITH A D. that's good what. from U to D. wow! great jump. and D is like 12.5 rank pts?? that's a lot. next up will be CHEM AND ECONS. trying to memorise all my definitions for econs and conditions for organic chem. hmm... shld try to study gp even though i totally dunno how to study for gp.

let tomorrow worry about itself that's what mr chan said during chapel. one of the bible verse. i think it's so applicable for me now. just leave tomorrow and the days aft that to God and let him do whatever he wants. i shall just try my best for promos and leave the rest to God. :)

glad that presentation went well today without any major errors except for some screw ups by me. haha. i think i screwed up a bit but overall it's ok. weeks of practise. ok maybe not weeks coz we only practise like for 1 hr for 3 times??? yar. so it's like hours of practise and it went fine. so it's good. :D

ok shall go back to mugging aft this break! :)

I SHOULD BE MUGGING!!!!

feels like there's not enough time to MUG. promos r coming so so so soon. it's like in 2 days time? i look at the sch's stupid countdown board i get scared. :(

mugged in sch for the FULL 5 DAYS! :D what an accomplishment. feels like mugging in sch is much much more productive than mugging at home!

monday was late night mugging. missed the sign up for dinner so we didnt have the delicious curry that the malay stall auntie cook! :( teng gay waterlily and i ordered mac's delivery but it came at like 8.45 only! :( so sad rite. yup mugged till 9.30 then left with teng.

tuesday was mugging till 7.00 only. haha. rushed home to watch calefare and first class! :D give myself some time to relax. for mon and tues really did a lot of math and consulted mr tan like A LOT. mr tan rocks! he stayed till quite late every single day. the caf was not so crowded on tues! no dinner what.

wed mugged in the sc. gabriel and waterlily went outside to mug while gay yong pin daryl and i stayed inside the aircon! haha. shldnt mug in the sc when it's closed. feels like we r intruding their territory. laughed like crazy at YONG PIN. cant say the tone on the blog but it's really funny the way ms du pronounced his name. and it's even funnier when daryl imitate ms du! it's seriously hilarious lah. but quoting yong pin, it's much funnnier:

"WHO WANTS TO BE CALLED A BIN LAH" he said this when we asked why isnt his name yong bin. LOL. that means he will rather be a PIN than a BIN.

gay and i burst out laughing when ms du called yong pin on thurs in the tone. while daryl tried hard to control his laughter. HAHA. i think im gonna laugh at every ms du's lesson with her mispronounciation of names. WEN XIN!! that's what she calls woei xin.

mugged till 9 with gay on thurs. went outside to buy our dinner! sat outside the sc which was very cooling coz the wind blows continuously and was very strong!! yay productive mugging sessions! and talking with gay. haha.

was quite disgusted by someone during thurs pe. he is so freaking dirty and he touched the ball and and and have to touch the same ball as him!! YUCKSSSSSS. I CANT STAND IT. :( :( :( meiwei and i rushed off to wash our hands aft pe. must disinfect!

so friday was another night study session. had only 2 lessons. pe and bio. pe was ok. captain's ball. played with the S17 ppl. quite a rough game though. jocelyn was scratched! :( meiwei also. all the captains had a hard time!

ended lessons at 12.30 mugged for awhile then went for lunch. i dunno why manganese was with us. grosssss. cannot stand his nonsense talking. felt disgusted. 100 METRES DISTANCE!!! UNHYGIENIC.

aft lunch was back to mugging. with gay jing yan daryl gabriel at first. then teng came down. yong pin and weili mugged with us too. aft their KI lesson. at like 6 plus suddenly ONE WHOLE CROWD of ppl came. wow. so crowded. the table was so long because they moved the table.

didnt have enough dinner for us!! :( shared with teng one packet and ate jelly. haha. quite pathetic for the guys. 3 guys with 2 packets of rice and 2 cup noodles.

the security uncle was quite crazy. complaining abt how late we stay until. chatting with us when no one wants to ans him. talked a lot of rubbish. and he made daryl want to fight him. hahaha. that was actually quite funny. he wants to sue the uncle. haha. the uncle is like very very BO LIAO. and he wanted to lock the gate at 9.30 so he rushed all of us home! :( went off with teng again. :D we will get promoted! :) :) :)

shall start again on chem. must rmb everything!!! :(

U SHOULD BE MUGGING!!!!

ok i shall reply tags now! :D :D :D

CAI yup I LOVE U TOO !! :D:D:D u also chat with me to make me happy!! i want to see u!!!! miss u so much :)

ZHANG yes missing me is nice! i know u r missing me now!!! :) i am missing u too!!

DARYL haha. it's quite impossible for me to get A's with all the ultraman haunting me! why u like Like a Knife too!! i think it doesnt make sense. but this part is especially nice :)

GAY why u want to stalk me in my dreams too!! i know u love me too much :)

WATERLILY doraemon good what. so cute! my math is not better than u lor. maybe only integration! haha. dont sleep in math lecture! then maybe u will be the integration pro and show zhu ba jie how to teach properly! :D

You are my strength
Strength like no other
Strength like no other
Reaches to me

i was reminded of this song quite a few days ago and sang it in church today. i think it's really reminding me that God is my strength and in everything that i do i must rely on God for strength. promos r coming up very soon and if i just blindly study without God i think there wont be much results because what i can do is limited. of coz i have to play my part to study well but God will do the rest. He is my strength whenever i am tired or sick of studying. i believe that God can do the impossible!

recently i have been too scared/stressed up/ worried etc for promos because i think i cannot get promoted. i feel very very tired and drained out because of sch. but God is reminding me that he is always my pillar of strength and whenever i'm tired i can find rest in him. like what is said in Psalms 23:2 "He makes me lie down in green pastures, he leads me beside quiet waters" when u r tired God will give u time to rest so that u can be energised for the upcoming things in ur life.

i am really thankful for God in my life because he is always there for me to guide me and just be my listening ear. i think i will be lost without God because humans r imperfect and do not have the solutions to the problems in their life. i do not know what the future holds but i believe whatever it is God has a plan for me and i shall just follow his plans. i am quite aimless in life, having no goals or whatever plans for myself but i know eventually God will show me what he wants me to do. :)

He help me get to where i am today. through numerous piano exams from grade 1 to 8, P4 streaming, PSLE, O levels etc. i believe God will help me thru promos and A levels next yr. whatever result i get i will be thankful for it because that is what God wants me to get. even if i get retained maybe it is God trying to tell me that i need more time for A levels so i dont screw up A levels. :) i want to give God the glory for anything that i achieve, my results and other things. that's why i like the hall in St Marg'. everytime during exam u will see this big big TO GOD BE THE GLORY on top and i pray everytime be4 exams that my results will bring glory to God and give him all the glory. yup.

i pray that all my friends will do well for their upcoming exams and everyone can be happy with their reults and find the strength to mug harder! :D :D :D

mugging chem but i cant seem to get anything inside my head!!! :( :( :( i want to rmb but i cannot!! poor memory. i think i have a memory failure. serious STM.

maybe i'm like a goldfish. 3 seconds memory.

maybe my brain is too overloaded with other work.

maybe i am not studying enough.

there r too many possibilities. i really want to pass chem.

nowadays all my blogposts r abt studying because that's why i have been doing. i really have no life. like mr tan said. students have no life! :( chem seems a bit easier to understand now but it's still hard to rmb. just imagine bio! :( playing songs on repeat mode now. i think i rmb more abt the songs than abt chem! cant study with music. gonna off it soon. some sentences just like to ring in ur head. it's not that the lyrics r nice or what but the melody is nice!!

i like this part of like a knife.. although it's not my fav song of secondhand serenade. it's yong pin's fav lor. the lyrics doesnt reallt make sense to me! but this part is nice. :D

But what do I know, if you're leaving
All you did was stop the bleeding.
But these scars will stay forever,
These scars will stay forever
And these words have no meaning
If we cannot find the feeling
That we held on to together
Try your hardest to remember

this part of missing me is also nice. as in the way it was sung. not really the lyrcis... haha. go listen! coz i dont really have the liking of putting songs on my blog.

I still cry for you
I would die for you
I can't believe all the words I heard you say
I still long for you
I was strong for you
I can't believe that you'd throw it all away


It's crazy how the pain seems to overflow

i have been mugging hard for the past few days! haha. :D:D:D yay. stayed in sch to study for most of the days. wed thurs fri. :) :) :) but i only touched on chem and math somemore not very good in it also :( quite sad lor. shall blog abt what i did the past few days and actually it's nothing much coz i have no life! haha.

tues i think there's extra econs lect which is gross!!! :( so tired still must listen to market failure which is not tested in promos. the CC was so so so empty lah. no one went for the extra lecture. but as good students S19 went. almost everyone in S19. :D model class leh. went home aft lect to have a good rest and watch tv! yay.

wed was good. we had lessons till 1 only. :) talk cock with gay yong pin gabriel in the caf be4 proceeding to the sc to study. which was obviously suggested by yong pin. went there and saw waterlily how. then followed by daryl who joined us aft his gp thing. so studied tgt. waterlily keeps sleeping! i know u mugged at home lah. had a quite producitve session of arenes and maclaurin's. left at 6 with gabriel.

thurs had this not so confusing bio prac. haha. we koped 5 stopwatches so that we can measure the time of ALL the test tubes in the beakers at the same time! haha. it's quite funny. went for math remedial aft sch. differentiation. it's quite ok for me but the qns they gave in remedial was quite hard. so i think i learnt something. stayed back for a while aft that to study with gay and teng. then went with teng to get flowers for grace's birthday which is TODAY! :D happy birthday!! :D:D:D we searched high and low for the flowers! from kap to bukit timah plaza then back to kap. wow. tiring sia. and teng wrapped the flowers. haha. good job teng! :) talked to teng and all that when we r buying present. :) had a nice long chat!

so today was MATH again. aft a very tiring chem tutorial. looking at all the CH makes me dizzy. :( but i think i'm kinda ok with organice chem! :D did integration today! wow. it's crazy. so hard lah. but with mr tan's help i managed to overcome the evil integration!! yay!!! mr tan is really good!!!!!!!! :) :) :) he helped us a lot. seriously the most helpful teacher lah! he's really in high demand. but he is price inelastic. he cant supply enough to meet the demand. he is a vertical line according to the demand and supply curve! so we must snatch for the supply. haha. everyone in the caf was like MR TAN MR TAN. everyone needs math help!!! math makes us mad. :( but i actually finished tutorial 13 and understood integration. yay.

ok shall really try to get promoted. i dont mind dropping a subject but i want to get to J2. i think if i drop i will most probably drop bio although i'm ok with bio. it's quite interesting but then... there's too much to memorise it takes up a lot of my time which i dont find a point in taking it if i have to sacrifice other subjects. yup... but hopefully can continue?? but i doubt so. bio is like killer.

oh yar suddenly thot of this quite old song. like it quite long ago. haha. and i found it in weili's phone!!!

You make me wanna call you in the middle of the night
you make me wanna hold you till the morning light
You make me wanna love,
you make me wanna fall,
You make me wanna surrender my soul
I know this is a feeling that i just cant fight,
you're the first and last thing on my mind
You make me wanna love
You make me wanna fall,
You make me wanna surrender my soul

listening to songs for the whole day. had a productive mugging session. :) not bad. but i nv finish any tutorials or whatever. it's like i'm quite sick of doing hw already. tried to do APGP again. woah. :( so hard.

this jay chou's song keep playing inside my head!!! 最长的电影...i dunno why.

再给我两分钟
让我把记忆结成冰
别融化了眼泪
你妆都花了要我怎么记得
记得你叫我忘了吧
记得你叫我忘了吧
你说你会哭
不是因为在乎

it's nice. :)

oh yar another song for my WHYs. haha.

Why do you do this to me?
Why do you do this so easily?
You make it hard to smile because
You make it hard to breathe
Why do you do this to me?
To me, to me, to me.

count the no. of WHYs. haha. ok lah. 3 why only. :D

ok koped even more pics from jinger's blog!!! :D cute cute cute cute. jinger spelt pretty boy's name as STELVIN! haha. stelvin's cute everyone loves him but WILSON IS MINE. how can u snatch wilson from me!!! :( jinger and grace both like him!! haha. eyecandy sia. but he's a naughty boy! more pics coming up. must get from charlene and fangjie.






























THIS IS EVIDENCE THAT JINGER AND GRACE STOLE MY WILSON!!! :( i shall post my pic with wilson here once i get it!!!















grace and the kids from my grp! check out her fav boy!! haha. cute rite. from left onwards joleen catherine and eye patch boy! :D















jinger fangjie i with the kids from my grp! :D u can see half of grace. haha. anna standing at the back. from left onwards yuharn wilson benedict. YUHARN LOOKS SO INNOCENT! she always look innocent and sweet in photos but she's quite a hyper girl. a little naughty! :D but I LOVE HER. she's so adorable. and she will always come and hug me and play with me and hold my hand! :):):) sweet girl. and my WILSON. always looking so happy.

















there's 2 boys in the pic which i dunno! but whatever. haha. from left callisa, boy i dunno, eye patch boy (perry??), joleen, wilson beside me! :D the boy in front i dunno. haha. but they r still adorable rite. the girl in front is catherine. a very adorable girl too. had a lot of fun talking to her. she's quite chatty. haha.

i shall show u how paedophile jinger is! haha. taking pics with the cute boys!!! :( why u snatch them from me! :(















with BENEDICT!



















with the very smart and cute CALEB. he's english is very powerful. so unlike my brother! haha. same name totally different ppl!















DO U SEE MY PRETTY BOY!!! YES HE IS SO CUTEEEE!!!!! :D

















anna beside pretty boy! :) with yuharn looking up and caleb dunno looking where. haha. awww.... so nice to look at them.















A CANDID SHOT OF PRETTY BOY STELVIN! :) took secretly by jinger! haha. WHY IS HE HAVING SUCH A CUTE POSE!! :D :D :D

i realised that the kids r not camera shy at all. instead they love the camera a lot! running to us when we take pictures. haha. GOOD. then we can take more of them. i really miss them!!! :( they r so so so lively and they really make u laugh genuinely. :D had a really great time. it was enjoyable and fulfilling. we learnt how to handle kids better aft going there!

today was theory day again. i kinda enjoy theory lessons it's so much better than normal lessons! and li en and wing yi r always very funny. haha. plus my teacher is quite funny too. wing yi is forever saying her ans is wrong but she did everything. and li en and wing yi will have different ans. then she will be like saying "MINE IS WRONG. LI EN'S IS ______ THEN LOIS' IS BLANK" haha. yar i didnt do. i dunno how to do and i gave up! :( then the ans that i give will be SOMETHING SOMETHING ERM I DUNNO. hahaha. and i always like to ask my teacher WHY IS IT.... WHY .... WHY WHY WHY and i think he always give funny ans. oh man. i think i really asking too many WHYs. but i cant help it. today my father just asked me WHY u ask so many WHYs. how come i keep going WHY is this... WHY is it.... HAHAHA.i think it's my fav word. can sing wang lee hom's W-H-Y. :D why why why why why.

back to sch tmr. :( :( :( i want it to be hols FOREVER. tell me why r we going to sch! :(

ok i shall post a pic of me and a HANDSOME CUTE BOY who is not from acension kindercare. haha.



















mrs tan's son! :D he looks like a mix! :D cute rite. i know. but he is closing his eyes! :(

i think i'm getting sick. sneezing like mad since the morning. cannot stop!! :( sinus?? or flu??? :( :( :( feeling quite terrible. killed a lot of trees!!! shld look at the mass of tissue i used.

ok just had a productive morning of packing my worksheets and digging out everything that i cannot find! yay! realised i have a lot of tutorials to catch up and revision to do. packed my bio notes in order and also chem :D going to start revising soon for bio! saw this really cute and colourful notebook ytd at popular. i think i'm gonna buy it later. plus some other stuff. haha. shopping at popular is fun ok! popular student card gives me discounts!!!! :D

just koped some pics from different ppl's blog! haha. ok i shall post my LOVELY PRETTY BOY's pic here. :D :D :D still took a lot of other pics but i dont have them yet! :( shall post up when i get my hands on them! i took one pic with the pretty boy!!!! :D :D he's really cute manzzz.







































check out PRETTY BOY k!!! the long hair one. the only LONG HAIR BOY! haha. he appears in all picture! ok the grp photo with the boys is mostly grace and jinger's grp plus WILSON :D oh yar there's anna too. so it's a photo with HANDSOME BOYS and PRETTY GIRL :D

went back to acension kindercare again. the kids r just ADROABLE. :D i love playing with them!!!! took lots and lots of pictures with them be4 we leave. so sad:( we will probably nv see them again. these 2 days were very fun. just running arnd with the kids. today we have this role playing thing. haha. the kids were so drama. i think the girls love it. and the boys just want to be the POLICEMAN. so we had the girls as mermaids and the guys as policeman and the naughty boy wilson as the bad guy. he raised up his hands and say he wants to be the bad guy! it's quite funny.

there r 8 kids in my grp:
the girls- joleen
yuharn
catherine
callisa
the boys- wilson
benedict
zuyan
perry?? (eye patched boy not sure abt his name coz i cant hear!)

dunno if it's the way to spell their names but whatever. i just spell it like how it's pronounced. wilson was really naughty. had to run all over to catch him and make him sit down. i made him promise me that he will be a good boy. haha. u can nv be angry with him because he's so adorable even though he is naughty. and yu harn was just so little and cute. running arnd then giving u hugs. haha. she's so hyper. callisa and joleen were the ones who r more mature and well-behaved. catherine is so talkative and adorable too! haha. she keeps talking to me and sitting beside me and holding my hand. very cute. :D benedict is quite whiny. and he LOVES being the policeman! haha. zuyan is the most mature boy and he is quiet and well behaved which saves me a lot of trouble coz i'm forever running aft wilson! eye patch boy is so sweet lah. he is very guai and he talks softly!!! haha. and the way he looks up to us is like WOW. SO CUTE. i think i have limited vocab. keep using CUTEEE!!!

all the boys r very goodlooking! i see a lot of potential in them! there r pretty boys and handsome boys! :D:D:D why cant they be 11 yrs older!!! :( and be in sajc. i feel so old! i'm really born in the wrong generation. the boys r super adorable lah. shall post the pics once i get ALL of them. U MUST SEE THEM.

i really love PRETTY BOY!! he is such a popular guy. he looks like jap. and he has long hair!! so pretty. and he is very popular with the girls because he is seriously cute. everyone fell in love with him! he looks like a girl but he is a boy and he is very very pretty. i dunno how many times i must emphasise it! but YES HE IS A PRETTY BOY PRETTY BOY PRETTY BOY.

i want to go back again. to play with these kids. although they r very noisy and naughty they still bring joy to my life!!! :D

met up with GEL AND CAI aft that for mugging session. haha. ate lunch with gel first then proceeded to burger king to mug. had fun mugging with them!!!! :) we talked a lot but mugged a lot also! haha. i dunno why but they seem to meet a lot of CRAZY ppl when they r in pri sch! i didnt know that jps has such crazy ppl. wow. enojyed the amazing mugging time with MY LOVES :) jiayou for promos k!!!

but i think i'm gonna fail promos and get retained! i dun want! but then yar i kinda suck in every subject....... i'm just gonna go kill myself if i retain. :(

ok i shall reply tags here aft like very long

GAY i think i reply u more than enough already! hahahaha. :D

JO yar kittens and puppies.... HAHA. that's quite lame.

JINGYAN i know u know everyone knows! i hope they know!

GRACE char siew rice is nice. LET'S GO TO ACENSION KINDERCARE AGAIN AND SEE OUR CUTE BOYS!!! :D wilson!!!! hahahaha. mini eyecandy.

ZHANG eh it's not that u have good taste is that we have the same taste coz we r frens rite!! haha.

HAHN DONG subway :) :) :)

SAM kap is a KING ALBERT'S PARK :) referring to this very big MAC'S down there. where we can all go and study :D

YONG PIN because u r a stupid boy what! haha. show u the link next time. must connect them!!

JINGER YESS!!!!:D

went for sheryl and charlene's pw pilot project today. it was fun :) the kids were SUPER CUTE. they make jinger want to become a kindergarten teacher! haha. but they r so noisy lah. watching them jumping arnd makes me tired too. they r so FULL OF ENERGY. it's like totally entropy. they wont listen to u unless u shout. that's the bad thing abt kids. met up with jinger for mac's breakfast in the morning be4 going for the thing. had mcgridles. first time tried it. it's quite ok lah. then charlene came to bring jinger fangjie and i to the kindergarten. they r really so so so adorable. jumping and running arnd. they r so young! i just realised i'm like 11 yrs older than them? I FEEL OLD. :( but it's really enjoyable being with them. although they can be really naughty and noisy at times but it makes u happy just to look at them. look at their liveliness and listen to their laughters. :D relaxing and happy. children really can help u relive stress but at the same time stress u up! haha. going back again tmr :D

so aft that went with charlene to PS to study. got chased out of mos. charlene!! u must help me!! top scorer for common test! haha. we must study tgt more often ok!!! :) aft charlene went for tuition it was KAP with teng. haha. we had so much fate! alighted at the bus stop at the same time!! hahaha. xunqi came aft that. quite productive mugging for chem. :D yay. next up is math and bio. but chem still have A LOT MORE. so i must seriously mug harder. like what ms shen told us. must study until u actually enjoy studying! i wonder when will that day come?? i must tell myself I LOVE STUDYING. then maybe i will enjoy it. ok back to mugging soon! :)

have i mentioned how much i HATE rainy days??? :( yar i think countless times. i really hate the rain. everyday it's raining and raining and raining. it's freaking cold. i was shivering on the bus!!! :( and walking home in the rain is sad sad sad.

past 2 days were spent in sch. yup. had like 3 lessons on tues. chem math gp. quite boring. i dunno what i was doing in sch half the time. went out for lunch with pam and gay. :D aft sch was pw. waited for very long for yong pin at mac's. and as usual went home late. immediately slept aft i bathed. econs today. went to sch late. haha. tired lah. i woke up quite late. but i decided to go SLOWLY to sch. :D lunch then KAP with grace teng and xunqi. did some chem. i should mug harder! :(

ok a great song for the weather... RAIN RAIN.

Rain, Rain in the sky
Everywhere I look my eyes see
Rain, rain fallin' down
Crying as it hits the ground
Rain, rain in my heart
Every day that we're apart
Rain, Rain
Falling rain, rain
Only rain, rain

i have this weird hobby of reading IKEA catalogues. i think it's quite fun. i will spend time just looking at the furniture and choosing my favourite ones. :D i think i'm quite indecisive. :( i like a lot of them. ohh and my favourite section is the BEDROOM section. i think it's the best. i love looking at beds. then u can look at how comfortable they r how and nice it is to sleep on them!!! :)

despite of sleeping at 2 plus 3 ytd i woke up at 9 today! wow. i hope i dont get some sleep deficiency or something. i think i slept too much on sunday aftnn that's why i'm still quite awake although i woke up so early. ok shall use this time to do productive mugging. maybe do some math or study bio! :)

tmr will be a sad day. feels like a normal sch day with our LONG hours.

ohh. zhang sent me this song that i like LONG LONG TIME ago. like dont know how many donkey yrs. ZHANG U R SO SLOW!! haha. but i dont have it on my laptop so yup... now that zhang sent me i can play it on repeat! rekindle my love for this song! by BLUE and elton john. i used to like BLUE a lot. actually i still kinda like them now. i think their songs r very very nice. and i like the colour BLUE. my fav was LEE RYAN. ok lah. i think elton john's songs r quite nice. as in some of them. haha. OLDIES R OUR FAV NOW OK! cai gel zhang!!! :) i know u all like oldies. me too! we r going retro! then maybe u can wear the st marg's uniform. its's also retro leh! haha.

What have I got to do to make you love me
What have I got to do to make you care
What do I do when lightning strikes me
And I wake to find that you're not there

What do I do to make you want me
What have I got to do to be heard
What do I say when it's all over
And sorry seems to be the hardest word

It's sad, so sadIt's a sad, sad situation
And it's getting more and more absurd
It's sad, so sadWhy can't we talk it over
Oh it seems to me
That sorry seems to be the hardest word