i just finished watching titanic and although i watched it like 100000 times i still cried like crazy at the end. TITANIC IS REALLY A FANTASTIC SHOW!! it never gets old and i can never get tired of it. and also leonardo dicaprio is just so so so handsome in titanic k!! titanic is really a classic manzzz. even aft watching for so many times it's still so touching.

a totally hectic week. busy every single day :( and in school it's worst because the kids r seriously rowdy, noisy and just playing a fool. seriously i think i'm going to have a stroke sooner or later. and high blood pressure everytime i mark papers/workbooks. it's like i went thru the stuff in class rite they can still do it wrongly. apparently they r not listening. and the funniest thing is that i call them 100000 times a day to make sure they r listening but NO they still do stuff wrongly. sian ttm. had tons of work to do this week and mark. haizzzzz.

and i think at one point or another i look like a crazy woman. in class or outside class. yar. if u see me in school u will think i look crazy. becoming more and more auntie with each passing day because i'm so tired that i go for convenience rather than looking presentable. u shld see how terrible i look aft a class with 1F. oh man!!! i seriously look like i just came out from the mental hospital. and there t like 10000 things to carry to class soooo i look so auntie everytime. i'm aging fast!!! :(

anyway something really funny i saw k. this girl who stay at my block. she got like two sides of her face. like one side rite is totally short bunk hair the other side is feminine hair. QUITE COOL SIA. but then a bit freaky coz she got two sides. such a two faced girl.

soooo next week i will continue with the crazy week again coz it's sort of like the same as this week and i hope we wont get our results next week k. so i can relax first be4 receiving results. but the good thing abt kids is that they r cute. especially the naughty ones. the naughtier they r they cuter they r. i think God made them this way to prevent adults from wanting to murder them. unless u r heartless or what rite u wont want to kill these kids even if they r super naughty because they r soooo cute.

but i especially like those young responsible little boys who r mature for their age but still have the childish innocence abt them. it's like the BEST. cute and responsible. like those responsible boys!!! they will grow up to be a good catch. which makes me wish that i'm like 12 yrs younger so can actually get a chance with them! haha. they r really very very very likable k. for example these 2 boys in my class. i always let them lead the class and everything. use them as examples too coz they r really responsible children!!! :D :D :D makes me really happy. and i like them very much!!!!!

i am so hoping for the march holidays to come so i can actually breathe from all the stupid work and have a good rest!!!! and every friday i really TGIF. hahaha.

i think about you all the time, but i don't need the same

the CNY holiday is almost over. :( it's back to school tmr and there's contact time!!! haizzz. why cant CNY fall on wed or something. anyway my cam's spoilt so i dont have a lot of CNY pics just uploading whatever i can get from my phone. :( so sad rite. lots of pics with other ppl .... compared to last yr it's like a drastic decline in no. of photos. oh well. but CNY is like 15 days rite. so it's not over yet. got chance to take more. anyway just realise that my phone's a bit lousy in taking photos. like lag and not very focused. so quite lousy picture quality!

first day was the usual. going to church then off to my grandma's hse to have lunch. nothing much just chatted with my cousins and other relatives. like my mother say new yr is just a meeting time to catch up. so went back home to sleep aft that be4 heading to my the other grandma's hse, my mum's mother. had dinner there. quite obvious rite. haha. did the same thing. but something different is that over there got 2 little kids to play with KAYDEN AND BRAYDEN. always so cute. haha. kayden's like really funny now coz he can talk quite a lot so he's singing and saying funny things. :D :D ultimate cuteness. i think kids this age r the cutest. once they grow up they become monsters!!

so actual plan for second day was yew tee visiting then meeting pin daryl and gabriel for movie at 11.30. BUT THEN stupid pin had to change the plans and he screwed up everything ok. so daryl didnt get my msg and didnt come to orchard and and and being like really evil and mean he didnt want to leave his hse immediately to come orchard!!!!!! u know u can reach orchard at 1 if u left immediately!!! and lim yong pin was only able to meet at 4. and he's the biggest asshole of all because it's due to him that we had screwed up plans!!!!!!!! PIN i hope u r sneezing badly in camp now because i'm scolding u on my blog. so travelled all the way to tp to meet daryl coz i didnt wanna be stuck at orchard alone for like 4hrs during CNY. like seriously rite. it's really loser to do so! so watched the lee hom show. aft that went to ps to meet pin and gabriel to watch percy jackson. i quite like percy jackson leh. coz i think he's really not bad looking and the show is interesting. the mythical stuff is really nice!

then today was off to yew tee again. but different hse lah. haha. had lunch there then went to science centre with my sis to see body worlds. quite cool leh the stuff there. like they explain abt the human body and all that. there were actually quite a lot of stuff which i didnt know even though i took bio! haha. but because i took bio it helped me understand the whole exhibition better. i was thinking the way they shape and plasticine the corspe rite shld be a quite gross experience. like can u imagine u have to cut them up and all that!!!! so scary. and i realise there seemed to be more male donors than femals donors leh...

anyway some photos from my phone that i took during CNY. of quite lousy quality because my phone is not a camera phone or like some high tech shit. i very low tech one.


super failed photo. but at least u get a chance to see daryl ong's new look!






















the more successful one.











it's like the best i can find in my phone! the really normal one rite is in pin's iphone so :(











DINO VERY CUTE RITE.


















but the person cuter :)

anyway i have to get back to helping my sis fold stars for her fren's bday tmr. seems like it's my frens birthday since i'm doing all the work! and it's a cheapo method that my sis is using. she's like reusing the container to put the stars and she only bought one packet of the star folding paper which is super cheap. another cheapo present! but it's the thought that counts rite :)

cheer up and dry your damp eyes and tell me when it rains
and I'll blend up that rainbow above you and shoot it through your veins

i think i have like 100000 things to do but i'm just taking time off to blog now. i super lazy one k. haha.

i had this super super scary dream the other night ok!! i still rmb it until now. i dreamt that the whole of S19 was in a classroom waiting to get our results. everyone got their results back and i opened mine. it was like in an envelope. so guess what i saw when i opened it??? i rmb it very very vividly ok.

Mathematics- A
Chemistry- B
Economics- B
Biology- C

yar seriously i dont know how i have this picture of my results slip in my mind. under normal circumstances, i'm supposed to be quite ok with the results. maybe not so ok with bio but yar it shld be good. but i was crying in my dream. u know why!! because THE WHOLE CLASS SCORED 4A's. yar. that's why i cried. i'm like the worst can! the whole class leh! can u believe it?? i still find it really scary that the picture of the results slip is deeply etched into my mind.

anyway i shall blog abt the wonderful sunday aftnn i had with besties :) i reached there first. haha. no 1 leh! then my shoe was breaking so went to charles and keith to shop for new shoes. and bought something there aft looking for super super long! :) then aft that was F21 shopping with zhang and gel. didnt manage to get anything from there even though it's like four levels. :( aft that was like uniqlo a while then went off to fish and co. for lunch when cai came! :D :D :D had a great time catching up with them. talking abt the evil world. how devious adults r and how fake they r. seriously why must they grow up to be this kind of ppl?? but i think it's inevitable. it's the human world u know. survival of the fittest like what Darwin said. i really dont like that

had a talk with my cousins abt university and they told me the working world is like that. they were like saying SMU will equip me more on how to be like these kind of ppl. how to present urself well and all that. but it's just fake and all that lor. dont really feel like going to SMU to face this type of ppl. on the other hand... this is just the world. so :(

okokok back to sunday! haha. took like a some photos at somerset 313. found some super weird place to take photos. hahahahaha.


















































haha i have boys fighting over me nowadays! fighting to hold my hand ok. hahahaha. it's so funny lah. how childish the boys r. they really fight u know. and it gets really irritating sometimes. but tooo bad they r 11/12 yrs younger than me! they r really cute ok. like much much cuter than boys who r my age. i go for young boys ok!!! haha. no lah so paedophile. later get slapped arh. i cant stand those old old woman go like seduce young men. so grossss. so i shant be so gross too. but they really like me probably coz i'm like the teacher. i think the fat boys r especially cute!!!! i like to teach them leh. and and and the best is to watch them run. HAHAHA. hilarious man.

TODAY I SAW A GROUP OF ARMY BOYS RUNNING/TREKKING AT CCK. made me think of pin and daryl suffering the same fate in tekong. the boys look so sad lah! they got thie WTH look on their face. should be thinking what r they doing there. i will have the same sian face if i have to be like them too. like some kind of loser lah. but it's GOOD. it's all to protect us and our country leh. so they must be a man and continue to go for army training! luckily girls dont need sia. i think girls will die in army lah.

oh anyway i have to write a report on how this boy in my class hurt himself :( must go back to work soon. i hate it when kids start bullying each other. it's like a lot of trouble for the teachers lor. haizzzz.

When we're apart, whatever are you thinking of?

farewell for pin and daryl on fri! :D so sad rite going army to suffer. esp BMT it's like the worst period of all. seriously good luck to the both of u!!!

i really think guys waste 2 yrs of their lives for nothing. THANK GOD I'M NOT A GUY. but it's good coz they can become a MAN there instead of staying like little immature boys all their lives!









FAV PHOTO OF THE DAY! :D












AT THE GARLIC RESTAURANT. it's a real nice farewell meal for them coz the place is really not bad. thanks to gabriel's army fren!!! hahaha. once he goes to army he has wide contacts. not bad sia.














and it's BYEBYE yong pin!!! i seriously HATE ur hair. or ur LACK OF hair.
















BYEBYE daryl toooooo. it's the last moment of him with his hair. :(

we shall meet again soooon. aft u come out of ur BMT. :D

went to send pin and daryl off. erm probably TRIED TO. haha. was like late so i cabbed there. wasted like 23 bucks???!!! oh man. so far rite. i crossed the country leh. and passed 3 expressways. oh man super far lah. and by the time i reached there daryl ong was BYEBYE already. soooo u owe me my 23 bucks taxi fare ok!! for not seeing us first be4 u go!!! asssssssshole. but we caught pin in the action! haha. said our goodbyes to him. and he trotted off with an entourage. so funny. then aft that was long train journey to habourfront with GAY! :) amazing journey rite. just like our pw. then shopping at vivo f21! aft that was sort of lunch :D

anyway today was meeting with besties :) :) :) shall blog more abt the wonderful time we spent tgt aft i get the pictures from zhang! i want the pictures. haha. but really did a bit of shopping today. YAY :D

oh yar i really like owl city's songs lyrics a lot!! sooo cool and fascinating :D

Cause I'd get a thousand hugs, from ten thousand lightning bugs

i saw this quite funny sight on the bus the other day! there was this woman sitting beside me and listening to songs with her earphones. but guess what she's listening to songs with?? A DISCMAN! i didnt know anyone uses that nowadays. i almost burst out laughing coz it's really really old school. somemore her discman is not the newest one ok. it's the super old type. i think the generation born now wont know what is discman anymore. it will be just like i nv really see a walkman before! haha.

ok sooo like for the past few days was really really busy. ohh i went to the gym last fri with my parents!! hahaha. funny not? it's like going with old ppl. because it's part of my father's plan to lower his cholesterol level. but the thing is he's a lazy man so i bet he wont be going back in months!!! like he exercise a while rite he will think it's too vigourous already and wanna rest for a period of time! the gym had a lot of muscle ppl and it's damn grossssss. like yucks! i saw this super old guy rite, like probably in his 40s or 50s he has BULGING MUSCLES. what i mean bu bulging is like THE ROCK type. or even worst man. but the thing is THE ROCK doesnt look old and ugly but this guy's face is old and ugly which makes it really disgusting man. seriously i dont like guys with too much muscles. so yucky!!!

the past few days was really teaching non stop man. i cant believe it. teaching for even 1 hr seems like forever. and i always have to teach for at least 3 to 4 hrs. tiring :( i hate shouting at the kids but no choice. sometimes if u dont shout they wont listen. must fierce a bit so they will actually follow instructions. and i really dont like having to point them out to scold them but some of them r really super super naughty lah. like they vandalise the basketball court floor ok. how retarded. but i have to tell them why it is wrong and all that. have to teach them since they r so young. and whenever u ask the kids why they do those things they will give u a lot of excuses. the most common is BECAUSE MY FREN DO SO I FOLLOW HIM/ HE DID IT FIRST. stupid reasons. i wanted to tell them if ur fren go and die u also follow arh? haha. but i didnt coz they r only p1 kids.

and there was this boy who asked me HOW U KNOW MICHEAL JACKSON DIE ALREADY? and he also asked HE REALLY DIE ARH? REAL DIE OR FAKE DIE?

so hilarious rite. dying also got real and fake one. and how i know micheal jackson die!! hahahahaha. i say it's in the news and he said how come the news ppl know. i guess they dont know how it works when ppl die. but cant blame him coz he's only 8. i just find this micheal jackson convo super funny. his fav singer and his idol is micheal jackson u know! he keep dancing and singing micheal jackson song in class. so weird.

i also realised that most p2 kids have facebook account, msn and blogs. wow. i guess to them i'm really living in stone age because i tell them i only have all these in maybe sec 2 sec 3. and fb is the best. i only have it in j1 second half of the yr. they told me HUH I GOT IT IN P1! kids nowadays....

staring up at the planes that aren't there anymore