haven posted for very very long! i'm like super busy these days coz of all the stupid tests!!! every thurs i will feel very relax coz most of the tests r happening on thurs! it's like so many tests will drain u up!

went to this MP shadowing thing ytd. everyone was scared of being late coz it's the MP! and mr charles low reminded us not to be late! but guess what?? the MP was sick and she cannot make it. apparently the ppl ther e-mailed the sch at 11 but then mr low didnt tell us coz he didnt read it!!! the irony is that he told us at like 12 that we have to be there early! so we were stranded in an unknown place without a teacher then we called mrs low! and she said mr low is a horrible man! haha. but she didnt have mr low's number. then we called ms lim. just at this time ms wang came running towards us in this bright red shirt! so attract attention! we told her what happened and she was like WAIT LET ME GO CHECK WITH THE PPL IN CHARGE. she doesnt believe us!!! and she talked a lot of crap as if she's very pro! i cant stand her! what kind of teacher is she?

in the end the person in charge took us to another area which is also having MEET THE PPL SEESSION. and we went to the RADIN MAS area. i nv even heard of radin mas be4 lor! that mr goh who is the person in charge offered to drive us. he was like "oh i can fit about 8 or 9 inside my car" and choy was like WHAT?? it's quite unbelievable. but he was driving a MPV! haha. and everyone wanted to take the MPV no one wants to sit in MW's car! and that mr goh was like ur tacher is a very NICE AND SWEET lady why u dun wanna follow her???? NICE AND SWEET????!!!! SRY SHE WAS FLIRTING! and in the end the self-sacrificing charlene and yanli went to sit in MW's car. what nice ppl! i feel so bad for them. it's like we r so selfish!

at least charlene teng teng and i got to sit in the MP room and listen to the ppl's problems. it's quite sad actually. we r really very very fortunate! i nv encounter this kind of problem be4. we must really be grateful of what we have. there is this one old lady... i feel so sad for her! she cried. coz her life story is really very sad. we wanted to pass her tissue but we didnt dare to! i really hope the MP can help her! we go there and suddenly became patriotic singaporeans! we were like saying the govt is very gd and cares abt the ppl. but it's really very gd that these ppl in need have an outlet to seek help. MW kept flirting and acting PRO. but sry, she's not! i feel like punching her. she keeps interrupting us! it's like some flirting time for her! i cannot stand it.

just loaded some pics from my phone to the com. and it just reminded me how lousy teng's photo taking skills r! it's like pics from the mayday concert... it's all blur!!!




















a prove of teng's lousy photo taking skills!
















another one!

The best that teng teng took!!! BUT CHAN WAS SUPPOSED TO BE INSIDE TOO! :D

teng teng really dunno how to take pics! me and chan caught unaware!


mayday concert was really good! haha. i'm still immersed in it up till now. :D oh!!!! we took a pic of charlene without her knowing! hahahaha.

yay!

my dear fren teng teng! U LOOK LIKE U R THE CENTRE OF THE UNIVERSE :P what a master piece. :)

YAY! we r gonna have potluck during recess next week! haha. teng teng carmie jing er charlene sheryl and i r gonna bring our own food and share! :D yum. there will be a lot of delicious home cooked food! :) haha. this is to make up for the sucky food in the canteen!

anyway ytd what mrs loong said during devotion was actually quite true. for once she said something that is really relevant. GOD SAID love ur neighbours as urself. but how many of them do u actually love??? i mean u cannot have such a BIG HEART and love everyone in the world rite??? even the most saint person in the world has someone they dont like. so it's very hard to uphold this commandment. we only love those ppl who we like and are LOVABLE. but the fact is we have to love EVERYONE. EVERY SINGLE HUMAN BEING. it's very very difficult coz there r bound to be those irritating ppl outside E.G. AH LIANS AND BENGS. but it is not up for us to judge them... the NEIGHBOURS that God meant is actually the whole human population. the whole human race. and inevitably there r ppl i dont like esp lians and bengs but i think sometimes i'm being quite unfair to them. we cannot just judge a person by how they dress, look or carry themselves. but we often see only the superficial side but not the inner ones. the ppl we dont like r humans too so we cannot condemn them. of coz as an imperfect human i cannot totally undo my dislike for this grp of ppl but i'm trying to judge them less and not condemn them. it's hard. although it wont hurt for them to change :D sometimes the way they act is really very inappropriate and i hope that they will change for the better.

including those lians and bengs who 'act high-class' aka celeste chen. seriously, i think that girl shld stop dressing like that and act more like a normal girl. she's potraying herself to be some sort of whore. i feel quite sad for her. why must she degrade herself like that?? she's a rather normal person and if she doesnt do all these things she can lead quite a normal and good life. she will not be always viewed as a sex object and put down by all everybody. what if when she decides to change and nobody takes her seriously??? it will be quite hard for her to get a job. will any employer want their employee to be some sort of public slut??? i dont think so. but as i said it is not up to me to judge her. i'm just giving her some suggestions. must she make herself look like a joke ALWAYS?? if i were her i will be very unhappy. sometimes i wonder if this girl ever has a true fren...

anyway back to what i was saying. LOVE UR NEIGHBOURS WHICH MEANS THE WHOLE WORLD. everybody has to get some kind of affirmation and to be loved nobody deserves to be left alone, leading a lonely life. but remember no matter how alone u r GOD LOVES U. i know it sounds very religious and like some kind of propaganda but it's true. god loves u no matter who u r and what u do. even if u feel really reallt unloved and unworthy to be loved. no one deserves god's unconditional love but this is what god is. he loves us more than ayone in this world can. just remind urself of this fact constantly and u will feel better whenever u r down. at least there is someone out there who cares abt u. and we love because god first love us. so it's really really true that god LOVES us. even if u r the worst guy on earth. :D nv ever 4get that.

and since mrs loong talked abt the loving ur neighbours think i thot of something. for christians, do u really want everyone to be saved??? there must be someone that u hate to the core and sometimes u wish that he/she will nv be saved. for me there r times like that. but u have to do what god wants u to do. spread the word to everyone in the world. try to save as many ppl as u can. even the ones u hate. maybe once they become christians u will find urself liking them. so my point is that we shld really try to reach as many ppl as we can. even the ones we dont want to talk to. that person that u dont like is someone who god loves very much. so we shld let them know abt his love towards them and not leave them to meet their own doom. :) so because of the devotion mrs loong shared, it made me think of lots of stuff. haha. i'm actually a deep thinker! :D i didnt have time to blog abt these ytd so i'm writing it now. :P sry that it sounds kinda heavy and will probably bored u. lol. but all these r seriously what i think! :D

heh heh. change my blogskin again! :D i think it's simple and nice. haha. i feel very musical. :P

kap was infested with lians and bengs today! i nv noticed that!!! shld have seen how these lian and beng are PDA-ing. it's like so gross not the normal kind! we were all shocked! nvm.

i feel like a hardworking girl! coz i keep mugging. when i study outside i can actually do something but i slack a lot at home! i will always sleep and watch tv. :( so moral of the story is to study outside! i feel like a slacker at home lor. i think i'm going to watch harry potter next fri. i only watch the movie and dont read the bk! it's like so long and boring. i dunno why. and i only think the storyline is quite fascinating. i dun really like daniel radcliffe. he kinda disgust me. i think that TOM FELTON is so much more cuter. he's a lot better looking. the one acting as draco malfoy. even ron is better looking than harry. ok i'm gonna slack next week again coz of the movie. :( nvm. i must take breaks at times! actually there r quite a lot of movies i wanna watch but i got no money. :(

and the canteen food sux! although the malay food is quite ok. the rest (as in all the new stores) r disgusting. they r like SUPER EX. like some kind of extortion. even my fav milo is selling at 80 cents instead of 70 cents! it used to be 60 cents K???!!! i'm so angry. stupid canteeen.

i cut my hair again today. it's like some kind of addiction of cutting hair. i actually didnt want to cut or anything but once i walked into the salon i want to cut my hair. it's like my whole family cut their hair today. my bro and father cut their hair. and my sis she just like cut her fringe coz she REFUSES to cut off her super long hair! and my mum changed her hairstyle she permed her hair. not the ah ma perm but the ones u normally see those ladies in.

i'm like sneezing profusely now... if that's the word that u can use to describe continuous sneezing! it's like a sinus porb and like some nv ending flu! it keeps coming back. :( i feel like i'm having some weird disease.